I close the first clamp and relish the sound of her hissing in pain. “Tootight?”
Her body stiffens. “For you, I can takeit.”
I press a kiss to the top of her breast above her nipple. “And knowing that makes me so fucking hard foryou.”
I stretch beside her on the bed after the second clamp is in place, and I simply take in the beauty of what she has allowed me to do to her. Holding her chin with my hand, I place a kiss to the side of her mouth. “You are always beautiful, but even more so when you arebound.”
“No ropes or handcuffs or bars are needed for me to be bound to you.” Her voice is as soft as awhisper.
“And that’s how I want to keep it.” And I have the plan for how I’m going to make it happen. The idea has been in my head for a while, but my decision wasn’t solidified untiltonight.
I push myself up, rising onto my knees.She stares up at me, her lips swollen from the harsh kiss we shared when we entered the suite. “One morething.”
I go to the drawer of toys and return with a blindfold, slipping it over her eyes, before turning on “The Sound of Silence,” a dark and heavy rendition of the song by Disturbed. Perfect song for my currently dark and heavymood.
I crawl onto the bed again and kneel between her legs. And because I can’t resist tasting her, and because I can’t resist giving her pleasure to go with the pain, I lift the bar and go down onher.
Her body jolts when my tongue touches her, and I’m certain that she gasped. I love that sound, and it always make my dick harder, but I couldn’t hear it over themusic.
I flick my tongue over her clit and glide my fingers into her pussy. I pump them several times, coating them in her juices, before plunging them in all of theway.
My hands are large and my fingers long. It isn’t difficult to find the string of her IUD at the mouth of her womb, especially since I’ve located it multiple times already and know exactly what it is I’m feelingfor.
This woman has been in my life for three months, and they’ve been the best three months of my life. I’ve never known a happiness like this before. Ever. I don’t want to go back to the emptiness I felt beforeher.
And tonight… fuck. Hearing that shit about my mom and her brother… my dad… there’s no way that I could handle tonight without her. I don’t know what I’d be doing right now if she weren’t here forme.
She makes everything in my life better, and I’ve made up my mind. I won’t let hergo.
I loveher.
I clutch the string between my index and middle fingers and pull. The fucker is slick, and it doesn’t feel like it gives at all before I lose my grip on it. But I’m persistent and make another attempt, this time holding a tighter grip. And it gives. I pull gently and slowly until I’m holding a little T-shaped birth control device in mypalm.
I drop it in the covers and reach out to release her ankles from the bar. The nipple clamps come off next and then the binding around her wrists. I lower my body to hers and push the blindfold away from her eyes. And I see the confusionthere.
I cup my hand around the side of her face. “I was wrong about what I needtonight.”
“Whatever it is, I’ll give it toyou.”
“I want to connect with you. Bind you to me. Not bring youpain.”
“Yes.” Her hands come up to cradle my face. “I want that too,Tristan.”
I look at Emma Lia and recall the times when she’s been at her most beautiful: the night I saw her in my casino for the first time; the first time she came; when she showed me how good vanilla could be; when she played the part of Mrs. Broussard. I thought she was beautiful all of those times, but I see her in a different light tonight. She’s going to be the mother of my child. And the way she looks beneath me right now… it isn’t something I know how to label. Beautiful doesn’t begin to cover it. I’m inawe.
I love you, Emma Lia Grant.Fuck, I wish I could say those words, but my tongue isn’t capable of forming them. Not yet, but I’m going to tell her.Soon.
“Kiss me.” She grasps the back of my neck and pulls me down so our mouths can meet. I open, and our mouths make love. Slow. Deep. Loving. It’s the perfect kiss for what’s about tohappen.
I’m overcome by what I feel for this woman and by what could happen tonight. She could possibly take a part of me into her body and join it with hers to make a baby. Half her, halfme.
I understand that it can sometimes take time. I just hope like hell that I have enough time to make it happen before she pulls thatkey.
She stares at my eyes as I hover above and runs her fingertips down my cheek. “Tonight feelsdifferent.”
“Because it isdifferent.”
Her legs are parted, and I nestle my body between them until my hard cock is against her warm, inviting entrance, ready to enter. She lifts her hips and my tip glides inside her, but I take over from there, pressing my hand into the mattress and wrapping it around her lower back. I lift to pull her hips upward and sink into her as deep as her body willallow.
