Our noses touched as my chest rose and fell with heavy pants. I was trying my hardest to control myself. His talking about giving himself to another man was bringing out a side of me I didn’t know existed.
“Get this through your head. You. Are. Mine,” I snarled before smashing my lips against Will’s.
He melted the second our lips touched. He placed his hands on my shoulders, holding on tight while I devoured his mouth. I kept my hand around his neck and palmed his ass with the other, grinding on him.
Will moaned into my mouth. The sweet sound made me growl as I pushed him up against a tree. I started to unbutton his jeans, and he placed his hands on top of mine.
“Wait… what are you … doing?” he asked in between heavy breaths.
“Shut. Up,” I growled, moving his hand away. His eyes dilated as he let out a whimper.
Will was over us keeping this a secret, but he still enjoyed riling me up. He loved to see how hard I would fight for him. How much I loved and desired him. And it was times like this when I was overbearingly dominant that he craved. I knew in my heart he wasn’t ready to be done. Our love was deep and passionate. We were in tune with one another.
So even as he stood in front of me, telling me how another man would be touching what was mine, I could feel his heart and body calling out to me.
I pulled his pants down, exposing his hard length. “See, that mouth says one thing, but your body is saying another.” I gripped his cock in my hand and started stroking him. Will tried to pull my mouth down to his to smother his cries. “Nuh-uh. Let me hear you, Dimples. Let me hear those sweet fucking moans,” I grumbled as I buried my face in the crook of his neck.
“Oh God. You’re driving me crazy. I want to walk away, but I can't. I love you sooo much.” His body trembled as he was near his release.
I let go of his hard length, causing him to groan in frustration. “Now, why would you want to walk away? Hmm?” I asked as I spun him around.
I pulled a bottle of lube from my pocket, dousing my hard rod and his ass. Quickly, I sank one finger inside him and then another, preparing him to take me. Will rubbed against me, moaning as quietly as he could. When I felt he was ready, Iremoved my fingers and replaced them with the head of my cock.
Slowly, I pushed inside him. No matter how many times he took me, it was always a snug fuckin’ fit. His ass squeezed my dick like a vise. Will’s eyes drooped as he was high on lust. I palmed one of his ass cheeks, opening him up. I sank in easily. Will dropped his head back on my shoulder while holding on to the tree for dear life as I began thrusting.
I was on a mission to show him nobody could make him feel the way I did. Physically or emotionally. I knew I was asking a lot from him, but letting him go wasn’t an option. He held my heart in the palm of his hands. It honestly scared me of the man I might become if he ever did leave me.
Thinking of another man getting was what I was at the moment, made me slam into him with more intensity than I ever had.
“Ohhhh… fuck yes. Jacob!” Will moaned as he met me thrust for thrust.
I wrapped my hand around his length, never breaking my strokes. “You’re mine, Dimples. You always will be. Do you hear me?!” I growled in his ear.
“Yes!” he panted as his cock throbbed in my hand. I knew he was close, and so was I.
“One day I’m gonna give it all to you, baby. Marriage. Kids. Everything you’ve ever wanted. But you’re going to stop all this talk about another man having you. I will kill any bastard who thinks of having you. Do you understand?”
“That is not supposed to turn me on. What the fuck is wrong with me?” Will groaned, looking over his shoulder at me.
I grinned wickedly, speeding up my pace. “It's no more than what you would do if I slept with another man.” Jealousy swirled in his eyes. I chuckled, kissing his lips. “No need for thatlook, Dimples. I told you nobody else will ever do it for me, and I meant that.”
Will gasped as my hips sped up along with my hand. We were both right on the cusp of an intense orgasm.
“Fuck… I’m going… to come, Jacob,” Will moaned before I buried my tongue in his sweet mouth. His dick erupted, spraying the tree with his release, and I filled his ass.
I pulled out of him and adjusted his clothes, then my own. “I’m going to lock up my bedroom. I left so quickly I forgot to do it. Then I’m coming over so we can finish this talk. Okay?”
He hesitated for only a moment before he nodded. I kissed his lips and watched as he walked back home before I did the same. Before I went to my room, I went to the cave. I was so lost in the moment that I forgot the cameras were out there. I needed to delete that footage. Once that was done, I locked up my room and made my way to Will’s.
After that night, Will and I got back on track. It wasn’t easy, and we spent many hours talking about me finally coming out. Eventually, Will gave me a timeline. He said I had one more year to come out, or he was done. That was four months ago. What scared me was that I knew he was dead serious. He hadn’t brought up the subject after that night.
These days, he was occupied catching up with his childhood best friend, Alice. Cara and Sara intervened when they spotted her husband choking her out in the parking lot of the diner the club owns. At the time, the girls had no clue who Alice was. They just knew they saw a woman being abused.
The girls offered to take her in that night, but fear made her decline. Cara ended up giving Alice her card and told her to call when she was ready. Less than twenty-four hours later, Alice made that call. Not only had her husband beaten her but his brother joined in. When Alice arrived, we were all shocked to learn that Alice and Will had grown up together. He and Oscarweren’t always a duo. Alice’s husband, Declan, eventually made Alice cut off both friends. Will had such a big heart that he wasn’t angry with her. He knew she didn’t want to stop being friends with him, and love sometimes made you do stupid things.
When he said that to me, I couldn’t help but feel he was taking a jab at our situation. Despite what Will thought, I was really trying to tell the guys. But every time I tried, I would end up having a nightmare about the night Sire caught Cody and me kissing.
It’s like I was stuck in a losing battle, either way it went. It drove me crazy that even after thirteen years, Sire still had control over me in some ways. He made me hide who I was back then and even now. I was sinking deeper into this hole of defeat, and I didn’t know how to get out.
