“Are you sure?”he asks me again as he pulls back from the kiss and looks in my eyes.
“I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life,” I tell him as I look up at him and run my finger down his face.
“You say one word or if I think you’re in too much pain, I’m stoppin’.It’s gonna hurt Pixie.There’s nothin’ I can do about it,” he says, pain filling his voice as he stands from the bed and removes the sweatpants he’s wearing.
I let my eyes roam down every inch of his body.Kreed has a lean build with muscles in all the right places.His arms flex with every move and I can’t stop myself from staring at him.I reach down to start removing my own clothes, but he stops me.Kreed remains standing at the side of the bed and reaches out to my shirt.His fingertips graze against my skin as he slowly pushes my shirt up.I can’t stop the tremor that moves through my body as he pulls my shirt up over my bra where I have scars on my chest.For the briefest second, I tense as he looks down at my body.Without a word, Kreed leans over my body and presses kisses to my chest where every single scar is raised.
Closing my eyes, I let the sensations he’s creating in my body wash through me.I’ve never felt anything like this before in my life.Kreed is the right person to give my first time to.He loves me and I love him.Kreed removes my shirt completely before I feel him reach under my back to undo my bra.It’s removed in seconds and my upper body is completely exposed to his gaze.
“Open your eyes, Pixie,” he says, his voice rougher than normal.
I obey him immediately and look up at him.The look in his eyes is so tender and full of love.He lets his eyes drop back down to my body before he slides his fingers down my chest and stomach until he reaches the top of my leggings.With a nod of my head in response to his silent question, Kreed pulls down my leggings and panties at one time.When I’m fully exposed in front of him, Kreed finally climbs back up in bed with me.This time he settles himself between my legs so his body is pressed to mine.
“You’re so fuckin’ beautiful, Annistyn,” he says before leaning down to kiss me again for the briefest moment.“I have so much to teach you, but it will have to wait.Right now, I have to be inside you, Pixie.Are you ready?”
Kreed slides a hand between our bodies and I feel him between my legs.His finger slowly moves through my folds and I’m embarrassed with how wet I am.Still, I don’t pull my eyes from his as he removes his fingers from me and lines his dick up with my opening.I try to keep my body relaxed as he slowly pushes himself inside me.
“Kreed, I don’t want you to go slow.It’s going to hurt either way,” I tell him as he slowly slides in and out of my body.
“Are you sure that’s what you want, Pixie?I can go as slow as you want me to,” he asks me, always making sure I’m here with him and ready for what he’s doing.
“I’m sure.Please, Kreed,” I say, reaching over his shoulders and holding him tight.
I feel him pull his hips back again before he pushes forward in one smooth motion.My eyes slam closed as he takes my virginity and I feel a lone tear escape.Pain shoots through my body and I can’t stop myself from tensing.Kreed doesn’t move an inch as he remains buried in me.
“Are you okay, Pixie?”he asks, his voice tight with restraint as he holds himself back.
“I’m okay, Kreed.The pain is already going away,” I answer him as my body relaxes around him.“You can move now.”
He pulls out again before sliding in again.Kreed reaches down and wraps my legs around his hips before he moves his head to suck a nipple in his mouth.I arch my back off the mattress and press closer to his mouth while moving one of my hands to the back of his head as if holding him in place.Catching his rhythm, I start to move my body with his.
“So fuckin’ good, Pixie,” he grunts as I feel his body start to shake after he releases my nipple and moves his head to the other one.
With Kreed’s head at an angle, I move my mouth to press my lips against the skin of his neck.He groans around my nipple and even more sensations flow through my body.I continue pressing kisses against his neck as Kreed reaches between our bodies.I moan against him when his fingers find my clit.While this is my first time having sex, I’ve read about it in a few of my mom’s old books so I know the basics.I feel something coiling deep in my stomach, tighter and tighter until it feels as if I’ll explode.
“Let go, Pixie.I can feel how close you are,” Kreed growls, his pace picking up faster as he adds a swivel motion to his hips.Between his dick moving in and out of me, his fingers on my clit, and his deep voice washing over me, I can’t hold back from flying over the edge.
“Kreed,” I yell out, my voice breaking at the end of his name as I arch my back even more and tip my head back into the pillow under my head.
“Fuck!”Kreed groans, not pausing his movements and instead moving faster than before.“Annistyn!”
Kreed’s body tenses as he stills buried deep inside me.He presses his hard body against mine and buries his face in my neck.Both of us are covered in a fine layer of sweat and our breathing is ragged.For several minutes we simply lay as we are and I rub my hands up and down his back.When we can both breathe again and our hearts are almost back to normal, Kreed slowly pulls out of me.It feels weird and I close my eyes as he rolls to his side and pulls me against his body.
“I’ll get up in a minute and clean us up, Pixie,” Kreed says before kissing my forehead.“Fuck!I didn’t use a condom, Annistyn.I’ve never gone without one before and recently had a check-up.I’m clean.Are you on birth control?”
“I’m not on anything.I wasn’t allowed to be put on anything before,” I answer him as a tendril of fear fills me.
“It’s okay, Pixie.We’ll handle anythin’ that comes from this.If you want me to use condoms from now on, I will,” he promises me before giving me a gentle kiss.
“I don’t know if I want anything to separate us,” I tell him honestly.“I mean, unless you don’t want kids.”
“I want kids, Pixie.As many as you’ll give me like I said before.If you don’t want me to wear a condom, I won’t.We’ll try for a baby, but that means you’re not leavin’ me ever again.You’re mine and I’d like to claim you very soon,” he says before climbing out of bed and heading for the bathroom.
I listen as the water runs for a few minutes and then shuts off.Kreed calls me in to join him as I climb out of bed carefully.I’m sore in ways I’ve never experienced before.He directs me to go to the bathroom as he starts the shower.Once I’m done going to the bathroom, feeling embarrassed because I’ve never done this in front of anyone before, Kreed leads me in the shower and directly under the water.He washes my hair and then rinses it before massaging in some conditioner.Everything I took from here to the ranch has been replaced.Once my hair has been taken care of, Kreed washes every inch of my body.When he gets to my back and all the scars, he kisses each one.I return the favor when he’s done washing and rinsing me off.Once Kreed has been washed and rinsed, he dries me off and then wraps a towel around his hips.Leading me back into the bedroom, Kreed helps me back into bed and covers me up before moving around to the other side and climbing in next to me.It doesn’t take me long to fall into a deep sleep where I dream of Kreed and our future.
