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“There’s a mini fridge over here with more drinks and some snacks.The box on top is also filled with stuff you eat when you wake-up at night.You won’t have to worry about goin’ down to the kitchen to grab somethin’.If you want anythin’ different, let me know and we can pick it up.”

“This room is perfect, Kreed.And you have a room up here?”she asks, playing with the end of the bed as she turns her eyes away from me for a second.

“I do.Come on, I’ll show you,” I tell her as I lace our fingers together and lead her from the room.

The room I put her in is all light colors that a woman would enjoy spending time in.I even recently added one of those overstuffed chairs so she can sit and read before bed or she starts her day.My room is darker.The rug is a dark gray and all of the furniture in the room is stained dark.My bedding is black as normal because I rarely have anything other than dark colors covering my bed.It’s always been that way.I’ve even got an accent wall that’s been painted the darkest blue I could find.

“This is my room.You’ll have your own for as long as you want it but will always be welcome in here with me.Eventually, I’d like you to want to move in here with me, but there’s absolutely no rush for that to happen.There’s plenty of room in the closet and dresser for your clothes and our bathroom in here is large.There’s a large garden tub you can soak in whenever you want and the shower is large enough to fit about six to eight people,” I tell her, leading her to the room in question and letting her look around.

“Holy cow!I think I just fell in love with this bathroom.Those candles are new,” she says, walking over and picking them up to smell before setting them back down again.“These smell really good, Kreed.”

“Cali actually picked the candles out.She thought they’d be somethin’ you’d enjoy while you soak in the tub.Or if I want to set some kind of mood,” I say, making her blush again.

I’m finding that I thoroughly enjoy seeing Annistyn blush and want to make it happen every single day.I also love that while she takes her eyes off of me for a minute, they come right back and she doesn’t look away.

“Um, you know I’ve never done anything with a guy before,” she says simply as if we’re discussing the weather.

“I figured as much, Pixie.I can’t say I haven’t been with anyone because it would be a lie and I won't ever lie to you.I can say I haven’t been with as many women as you might think.I spent a lot of time in the military and that was my main focus.Even when we were on leave, I’d be thinkin’ about goin’ back and our next mission.It was the only way I could think of keepin’ my team alive.You also don’t have to worry about me bein’ with any of the Feral girls.I always knew I’d have an ol’ lady at some point and never wanted those girls to throw somethin’ like that in my girl’s face as a way to hurt her.If anyone says differently, they’re lyin’.Those girls can be pretty mean at times.If you ever want to know somethin’, just come ask me,” I say while she keeps her eyes on me and I back her up against the sink.“I really want to kiss you right now, Pixie.”

For a minute, she doesn’t say a word in response.I almost regret telling her I want to kiss her.Just as I go to back away from her, Annistyn reaches up and places a hand on the side of my face.She leans up and presses her lips against mine in the briefest touch.Her lips are full and soft as she pulls away from me.Annistyn’s cheeks are a deep crimson now as she remains looking at me.

“Fuck,” I groan out because one touch from her is more than enough to make my cock rock hard.

“That’s all I can do right now,” she says almost apologetically as I reach out and brush a few strands of hair away from her face because I’m not going to let her hide from me.Not anymore.

“That’s more than enough, Pixie.You didn’t even have to do that if you weren’t ready,” I tell her honestly as she places one of her hands on my chest right over my heart.

“I don’t know what I’m ready for.We still need to have that talk, but maybe we can wait a few days until I get used to being back here.If you’re willing, we can take things a day at a time and see what happens.I’m not holding onto my virginity for any particular reason.I was just never around anyone so I couldn’t lose it before now,” she says honestly and I can’t believe how open and honest we’re talking right now.This year and a half apart is definitely worth all of the misery we lived through if this is how things will be moving forward.

“I’m more than fine with takin’ things a day at a time.If I ever cross a line or move too fast, let me know and everythin’ stops.Why don’t you go take your shower and get settled in for the night?I’m gonna take my own shower and get some sleep.We can do whatever you want tomorrow.Even if it’s simply lounging around the house and doin’ nothin’,” I tell her as she turns and leaves me alone in the bathroom after giving me a hug.

Stripping down to nothing, I toss my clothes in the basket while hanging my cut on the back of the bathroom door.I don’t close it all the way in case Annistyn needs me.Turning on the shower, I step in without waiting for it to heat up.The cold shocks all of the heat from my body as I refuse to jerkoff to thoughts of Annistyn.I’ve done that more than enough since she left.I quickly wash and rinse off before getting out and drying off.I walk in my room with the towel wrapped around my hips and go straight to the dresser to pull on a pair of basketball shorts.I’ve been keeping the house warmer than normal because I’m not sure if Annistyn still gets cold easily.I don’t want her to be uncomfortable here and would rather her be too warm instead of cold.

After dressing and hanging up my towel, I head back in my room and climb into bed before turning on the TV and finding a movie to have on low while I go to sleep.After a few minutes, I hear the lightest knock on my door and a smile lights up my face.

“Come in,” I call out knowing my girl is on the other side.

“Kreed, can I sleep with you tonight?I’ve really missed it,” she asks, walking just inside the room and stopping while looking at me.

“You can sleep in here whenever you want, Pixie.Already told you that you’re welcome in here whenever you want,” I answer as I pull back the blankets for her to climb in next to me.

Annistyn makes her way around the bed because she won’t ever sleep on the side closest to the door of our room.Her hair is wet as I watch her move gracefully in a way she never did before.Tonight she’s wearing a pair of thin pajama pants in black that hug her body with a red tank top.I can’t take my eyes off of her chest as she moves and feel like an ass for looking at her the way I am.

I lay still as she climbs in bed next to me and slowly moves closer to me.It takes a few minutes but she finally rests her head on my bare chest and wraps her arm around me.One of her legs goes in between mine as I wrap my arm around her and hold her close to me.Part of me still can’t believe she’s back and here with me.Grabbing her hand that’s across my stomach, I move it to rest on my chest by her head and cover it with my own.I already know she won’t last long watching the movie I put on as I keep my eyes on the TV while keeping her close to me.

“I really missed you, Pixie.More than you’ll ever know,” I whisper as her breath fans out across my chest and I know she’s already asleep.She fell asleep the second her head landed on me.