“You mean the night you and your friends raped me? You sick fuck! The night you were going to let them kill me?”
“I wouldn’t have let them kill you—”
“Oh, but a brutal gang rape is fine. You came here expecting I would swoon for my rapist? Are you out of your fucking mind?”
“For you. Yes.” I sighed. She was right. This was impossible, and besides, I had nothing to offer her. My life was sealed to remain forever in hell, surrounded by demons.
“Let me go! Let me go!” She kept shouting and writhing, and I faced the fact that this was not going to happen as I’d fantasized so many times.
“Shhh... Calm down, Little One. I came here because I’ve been wanting you since the night we met. I—”
“I said let me fucking go!” She wrapped her leg around mine and tried to make me fall. She didn’t know I had the syringe in my hand. I popped off the top and jammed the needle into her arm right above her wrist. “Ahhhh! No! No...” Her body collapsed into my arms as her screams became whispers.
“Shhh. I’ll make it worth your while. I won’t hurt you.”
Tears slid from her eyes staring up at me, then they fluttered and she swallowed deep. She was trying to fight it, but the drug was too strong. “Please. Don’t.” Her eyes rolled back, but she brought them back and opened wide while she tried to jerk away, but there was not much she could do.
“You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry it has to be like this between us.” I picked her up and placed her on the bed while I tended to my wounds, stopped the bleeding, and wrapped my arm with shreds of my shirt.
By the time I returned to her, she was asleep. The drug ensured she’d think all this was a dream. It was supposed to make her languid, sleepy but also erase any inhibition, any shame, and erase the ability to lie.
I’d been a fool to think she’d give herself to me willingly, but she was mine and I was hers. I understood why she would never admit she felt the same, but I knew the truth. On the bed, she looked like an angelic sleeping beauty. Her head was to the side while her body lay there for me to admire, to touch, to enjoy. “Feel better, baby? I won’t hurt you.” I climbed onto the mattress next to her and admired her while caressing her soft cheek with the back of my hand.
“I wish I could erase everything we did to you, give you a new memory to replace the past. I want you to come in my mouth until you faint, and wake up happy and relaxed without a care in the world, and then I want you to forget me… and them.”
“Are you going to make love to me now?” Her question surprised me. I stared at her, wondering if I’d given her the wrong dose and if she was waking up.
“I don’t deserve it. But I do want to worship you.”
Since I could remember, I’d been pretending to be the worst man on Earth while trying to save everyone in it. Trying to gain all the information possible to dismantle a ring of the mostdecrepit assholes, trying to train all these girls into finding a way to keep their sanity while being trafficked while pleasing these monsters. But why couldn’t I have just one night? One night to have what I needed, what I craved. Just one night to finally satisfy myself. “I’m not going to hurt you, Little One, I just want to taste you.” I caressed from her ankles up her legs. Goosebumps rose under my gentle touch, marking a trail. “Don’t be scared.”
I pulled at the seams of her silky shorts and slide her panties off. Her pussy lay right before me. Gently, I slid my forefinger from the tip of her clit down into her hole and pushed in. She gasped. My finger glistened under the moonlight. “You need this. You need me.” I dipped my thumb into her and lowered my mouth to her clit. With my body flat on the mattress, I placed her legs over my shoulders and slowly swirled my tongue over and around her clit. The gasp was loud. I checked on her, but the expression on her face was euphoria, not fear. Moans and whimpers gushed out of her. “You needed this. Didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“You want me to keep doing it?”
“Yes...”
I smiled and started sucking on the bud and driving my finger in and out of her again. At first with just my forefinger, then two, then three, then four. As I widened her, her cries became louder. She was so wet, her juices were slushing. Her body quivered around my fingers and squeezed them.
“Oh... god...” she cried loudly, drawing my gaze to her face, angling her neck back. Her forehead wrinkled along with her eyebrows, which drew close in the middle then relaxed when I sped the fingering, drawing whimper after whimper with each penetration.
“This is what you needed. Say it.”
“Yes!”
I fingered her harder and bit the base of her clit while stroking it faster with my tongue.
“Oh my god... Mmm.” She writhed, unable to avoid all the stimulation. Her upper body lifted. “Oh... Oh... Oh god...” I loved how loud her pleasure was. Her pussy tightened and quivered on my fingers. She was so close, and that’s exactly why I stopped and watched her deflate, with disappointment painting her face. She was so wet, dampening the mattress beneath her.
“Tell me how it feels. Tell me you want more.” Though her breath was fast and heavy, she didn’t respond. I pushed her legs up to open for me as much as possible, then aggressively sucked and stroked at her clit again while fucking her pussy with all four of my fingers. My entire palm was wet with her juices. The room filled with her gasps, whimpers, and moans. She couldn’t stop letting me know how much she was appreciating me pleasuring her.
Her body squeezed my fingers so hard it made it difficult to pull them out, and she screamed, “Yes. Please! Please!”
I did as she begged and continued, harder faster. Her body convulsed as her pussy squeezed and released again and again. She screamed hard and could no longer take the thrusting of my hand into her pussy. “Don’t be scared. Please.” The gentle kiss I lay on her clit sent a violent shiver up her body. She let out a sob, so I slid up to embrace her. “Don’t cry,” I whispered while holding her in my arms. “Shh.”
I waited ’til she calmed, ’til she was asleep again before saying, “Promise me you’ll change your name and go blonde for a while after you graduate. Your hair, i-it’s too memorable.” I kissed her soft lips, drawing a brief moan from her.
