That would make Lo and Ryke half-brothers.
Lo staggers back and raises a hand to pause the argument while he sorts out his thoughts. And then he looks up with furrowed brows and says, “You’re a bastard child?”
Ryke cringes in hurt, and he shakes his head once, so terse and pained that a tear flows from his eye.
Lo points to his own chest with a trembling hand. “I’m the bastard?”
Ryke nods once.
Lo lets out a strange choking sound, and I try to step forward, but Rose holds me back again. Lo wipes his eyes with his arm and inhales strongly. “Give me your license,” Lo immediately demands.
Ryke pulls his wallet from his back pocket and slides out the card. Before he hands it to Lo, he says, “You’re still mybrother. It doesn’t make a difference who wasn’t supposed to be here.”
“Just give it to me.”
Ryke hands it over, and Lo scans the name. His jaw locks, sharpening his cheeks to ice. His hand quakes as he reads the card. “Jonathan Ryke Meadows.” Lo lets out a crazed laugh and he flings the license back at Ryke. He leaves it on the carpet. “What did you say your mother did?” Lo feigns confusion. “Oh yeah? She lives off your dad.” Lo bites his bottom lip and nods.
“Lo…”
He sets his hands on his head. “Fuck you,” Lo sneers. “Why didn’t anyone tell me? You’re Jonathan'sson.Sara Hale is your mother, but she’s not mine, is she?”
“My mom filed for divorce when Jonathan got another woman pregnant with you. I was just born.”
Everything that his father told him is a lie. No wonder Sara hates Lo and cursed him on the telephone. He’s the product of adultery and her failed marriage. I try to move towards him once more, but Rose keeps pulling me back.
Lo is crying heavily. “Sara took my bed to give to you, didn’t she?”
“I didn’t know it was yours.”
“My dresser, my fucking clothes, she took them from the settlement and gave them toyou.” Lo presses fingers to his eyes. “Why keep this from me?”
“There are legal issues…” He steps closer to Lo. “I didn’t even know you existed until I turned fifteen. My mom let it slip in one of her rants. I visited Jonathan all the time at country clubs. And I didn’t lie when I said I stopped seeing my father. I felt weird about him, especially when I started getting sober. I felt like I could see right through him.” He sniffs, trying to hold back emotions, but it’s hard because Lo is a mess. And Ryke’s eyes grow red and puffy.
“You knew about me forsevenyears? And you didn’t think to meet me?” Lo frowns in deep hurt. “I’m your brother.”
“You were also the thing that tore apart my parents,” Ryke says, his voice shaking. “I spent years resenting the idea of you. My mother hated you, and I loved her, so what the fuck was I supposed to believe? And then I went to college, and I gained some distance from her. I started thinking things through, and I came to peace with you. I’d leave you alone. You’d be some sort of wealthy prick that Jonathan Hale would raise. And then I saw you.” Ryke nods to himself, his eyes welling. “I saw you at the Halloween party and I knew who you were. After I learned about your existence, Jonathan would show me pictures of you, always asking if I wanted to meet you. I never did.”
Lo looks pained. “Why did you?”
“I saw what would have become of me if I was raised by him. And I regrettedeverything. I blamed you when you were just a kid dealt a shitty hand of cards. I wanted to help you…for all the years that I sat by. I knew what he was like. I listened to mymothertalk about the things he said to her—horrible, disgusting things that were sometimes just as bad as a punch to the face. And I knew you were being raised by that. And I didn’t do a goddamn thing.” Ryke’s voice breaks. He shakes his head.
“So you saw me,” Lo says. “Am I as pathetic as you imagined?”
“No. You’re kind of an asshole, but so am I. We really must be brothers.”
Lo chokes on a short laugh. “Why’d everyone keep this from me?” He takes a step back and Ryke’s hand falls off his shoulder. “What are the legal matters?”
Ryke swallows. “In the settlement, my mom has to keep quiet about the name of your mother and she has to retain Hale as her surname or else she loses everything she won in the divorce.” Ryke must have kept Sara’s maiden name: Meadows.
“Why?”
“So your father won’t go to jail. Your mom was almost seventeen. She was just a minor, and my mother could have turned him in, but she signed papers that censured the truth.And if she changed her mind, then all the money would go to charity and she’d lose out.”
Lo's face twists. “Did he rape her?”
“No,” Ryke says quickly. “No. Sara said a lot of bad things about Jonathan, but she never said that. I don’t think he loved your mom, or else he would have found a way for her to be in your life. I think it was…a one-time thing.” He runs his hand through his hair. “I think she walked…” He struggles to finish the truth. “I think she walked away from you. I don’t know why she chose to have you, but she did. And I know she didn’t want to keep you after.”
Jonathan raised Lo, when no one else wanted him.
