As my world goes black, I’m hit with my own mixed feelings. Pure happiness over the fact that these two Alphas are mine. Horror over the fact that my life just changed permanently, all in the span of one heat with two strangers.
I pray I didn’t just make the biggest mistake of my life, because there’s no turning back after what we just did.
Chapter 10
Addison
My body is deliciously sore, every inch of it feels like jelly.
A smile slips across my lips as I stretch. I feel like I’ve had the best sleep of my life.
Blinking my eyes open, I stare up at the ceiling, the smile falling off my face. Tilting my head back, I look at the empty wall. Where is the anime poster ofYou and I Are Polar Oppositesthat I have pinned above my bed?
The sound of a deep snore makes my body tense up.
What the fuck is that?
Inhaling a few deep breaths, two scents hit me at once: cardamom honey and cinnamon sandalwood. The smells make my thighs clench shut.
Everything comes flooding back to me at once. I slap my hand across my mouth, stifling a gasp.
Oh no. Oh no, no, no. Please tell me it was all a dream and I didn’t really just spend the lastgod knows how manydays going through my heat with two guys that I just met. Pleaseeeee.
Slowly, my head turns to the side, and I swallow down a whine when I see a very sexy Alpha sleeping next to me. I turn my head the other way and see another.
Yup. They’re real. That really did just happen.
My eyes go comically wide. Oh fuck. Oh shit.
As carefully as I can, I peel myself out of bed, trying not to wake the Alphas up. When my feet hit the ground, I run for the bathroom.
“Oh shit,” I whisper, eyes locked on the two fresh bite marks on my neck.
I’m bonded. I’m motherfucking bonded.
I start to pace the bathroom, fanning myself as my body breaks into nervous sweats.
“Breathe, Addie, just breathe. Now is not the time for a mental breakdown.”
Oh god. I’m mated. These guys are my Alphas. Not just any Alphas, my scent matches.
Part of me is thrilled, because hello? Scent matches! The other part of me is losing it.
What about Waffles, Grim, and Death? Do I just abandon the feelings I have for them?
Because let me tell you, it doesn’t work like that. I can’t just erase all our years away.
“They’re not real, Addie. The Alphas in the next room are.” Okay, so they are real, just more or less an online fantasy.
Still, I have no idea who those guys in the next room are, other than their names. Carson and Reid. And the fact that they have killer bodies and are amazing in bed.
My thighs clench again, remembering how they felt buried inside me.
I stare down at my traitorous pussy. “Really, bitch? We just got railed every which way to Sunday, and you want more? God, you really are greedy.”
I should wake the guys up, talk about this, get to know them, and see what this means.
As I said, I should, but is that what I’m going to do? Nope. I’m freaking the fuck out, and I feel like the walls are closing in on me. I can’t breathe.
