“Yeah, why not?”
“I don’t know. I didn’t know what was going to happen.”
He took my hand, his callused thumb rubbing circles on the back. “I don’t either, but I’m willing to see where it goes if you are. I’ll tell you now I’m not into commitments, but the thought of never seeing you again isn’t an option either.”
I didn’t know what to say, not in my wildest dreams did I think he’d say that, and after one night together? Was he trying me to keep me in his bed, or was he serious?
“Okay…” I didn’t know what to say.
“You don’t have to decide now. You can think about it while we do these next few shows.”
I nodded, and took a long drink of coffee. My mind was going in twelve different directions. What kind of a relationship could we have with him on tour all the time? I wanted a family, children, and a stable home someday.
Needing time to think, I changed the subject. “So what’s Wrath’s girl’s name?”
“Sapphire.”
“Seriously?”
“Yeah, she’s one of the groupies from last night, you might have seen her. She has bright blue hair, brighter than your streaks.”
I thought about it and remembered seeing her in the hall after the show. She was with all the others but didn’t look like she really fitin. Interesting Wrath would pick her out of all the skanks he had to choose from.
“Do the guys bring girls back a lot?”
“Sometimes, depends on their mood I guess. More when we’re staying in hotels, not so much on the bus. When we get to the next stop we’ll be there for three days and stay in a hotel instead of the bus.”
“I think I need to shower and get dressed, I can’t believe I slept so late.”
“It’s not a big deal. Everyone did. And we don’t have a fuckin’ thing to do today until tonight, except for fucking,” he said, waggling his eyebrows at me.
“You’re bad. Didn’t you get enough last night?” I answered as I pulled out clothes and my shower stuff.
“Fuck, woman. I’m a man, enough isn’t in our vocabulary.”
Leaving him laughing in bed, I slipped into the bathroom without anyone else seeing me. It didn’t matter what he said, I didn’t want them to see the hot mess I had to be. Looking in the mirror it was so much worse than I’d imagined too. How he hadn’tlaughed his ass off looking at me I didn’t know.
My hair was standing up all over my head, blue streaks and all. My bangs were pushed all over. My lips looked little swollen, and holy shit I had a hickey on my neck. Damn. I don’t even remember him biting me. I took off his t-shirt and looked at the rest of my body. There were bite marks everywhere. Nothing huge, just little marks from my shoulders to my thighs. Thank God my clothes would cover them.
The heat from the shower helped relax my tight muscles. We’d actually made love all night long. I’d never done that before, read about it in books yeah, but always wondered if it could really happen. Michelle would to freak when I told her. Yeah, and what was up with her and Flame. Two nights together? We were going to Virginia for the next stop on the tour, too far away to see him, and I hoped she’d be okay.
Stepping out of the shower, I heard Chaos talking to everyone in the kitchen area. I put on some make-up, dressed and dried my hair. Taking a last look in themirror I looked like I’d had sex all night, but maybe no one would notice.
I put my stuff in his room then met up with everyone in the kitchen.
“Morning.”
Chaos turned around and pulled me closer, wrapping his arm around me. I wasn’t sure it was such a good idea but no one else seemed to notice.
“Cynda meet Sapphire.”
“Hi.
Sapphire looked like she’d had quite a night too, her neck was covered in bites, and her voice was sort of raspy. “Hey there.”
Fury and Rage were arguing over something on the TV and I went to get more coffee. My stomach grumbled and Chaos followed me to the coffeemaker.
“Do you want something to eat? We still have the doughnuts.”
