Not paying attention to my rules, he flipped me onto my back and rammed inside me over and over. Not gentle, but neither of us wanted gentle.
“Oh God, Trent,” I screamed his name as I came hard around his cock and he followed me off the edge.
“Fuck, fuck, oh God,” he yelled out as he came inside my pussy.
When we could both breathe again, he dropped his forehead to mine and his hair closed us off from the world like a curtain. I touched it and he smiled.
“You’re fuckin’ incredible.”
“I’m glad you liked it.”
“Liked? Fuck, girl, you almost killed me.”
I grinned. Satisfied I’d done what I’d hoped. Even if we never saw each other again after this trip, I didn’t think he’d ever forget me now, and I needed him to remember me.
“Payback’s a bitch, huh?”
Laughing he reached for the water bottle, handing it to me first I took a long drink. I was so thirsty. Creating memories was hard work. Yawning, I slid under the sheet, feeling tired and sore. He pulled the blanket up over me and the last thing I remember is seeing him smile as he pushed my bangs back and kissed me on the forehead.
“Good night, baby…”
Chapter Nineteen
Chaos…
Holy fucking shit.
Tossing the rubber in the garbage while I tried to catch my breath and I couldn’t even get up from the edge of the bed. Another shower would have been great, but I didn’t want to leave her either. Running my hands through my sweaty hair, I grabbed one of the towels we hadn’t used and dried off. Cynda blew me away, no way did I expect the wild woman she was in bed. So tight and wet, just thinking about her made my cock half hard even after two orgasms. Her tightness probably meant inexperience, but damn she sure as fuck knew what to do drive me crazy. That shit about not moving? Holy fuck it was hot. And her tongue. Oh fuck.
The guys must have heard us, but did I care? Fuck no. I just hoped they wouldn’t embarrass Cyn tomorrow. It was fuckin’ incredible and I couldn’t think of anything except her. Sex was never like that with anyone else, I got off, plenty, but this was different.
She was working her way passed my walls and it wasn’t good. There was so much going on. I didn’t have time for a relationship, but could I walk away from her? I’d meant it when I said I could live on Cyn, she’d changed everything in a couple of days. I didn’t want to think about what it’d be like when she left.
In the dim light, she looked so sweet, curled up with her hair spread over the pillow. Her breathing quiet and even, the rest of the innocent, Sally would have said. Was she though? Innocent? I didn’t know anything about her other than she worked for Symmetry. I needed to find out more. But first I needed a shower. I’d have to leave her alone for a few, because no way would I be able to sleep feeling this gross.
She hadn’t moved while I was gone. I slid into bed next to her, turned off the light, and stared at the ceiling of the bus. I wish we were moving, the sound of the tires on the road always helped me relax.
Flashes went through my head of my parents, my dad punching my mother in theface, and breaking her nose and giving her black eyes. Then waking up with her kneeling next to my bed. I was barely awake or old enough to understand. All I remembered was her saying she was sorry but she had to go and couldn’t take me with her.
In the morning I woke up to an empty apartment. Everything was trashed but no one was there. I was totally freaked out and I sat in the middle of my bed crying. Fuck. Thrusting my hands through my hair, I wanted the memories to go away. I needed to focus on anything else besides my parents.
Taking a few deep breaths, I forced myself to relax. It was something I’d learned from Sally. She and Jack saved us all. Every one of us had a horrible childhood, and they’d turned us all around. I needed to call her tomorrow and check on them. I wanted to tell her about Cyn and Sweets. Maybe she’d have some advice.
Rolling over I pulled Cyn into my arms, trying not to wake her. She curled against me. The beat of her heart and the feel of her silky skin against mine pushed all the bad memories out of my head. Leaning down tosniff her hair, she smelled so good, so fresh and clean, untainted by the horrors of our fuckin’ world, and I needed to make sure she stayed that way.
I must have fallen asleep eventually, but something tickling my chest roused me. Still half asleep, I tried to push it away and heard giggling. Blinking my eyes a few times before I was able to keep them open. Cyn was kissing her way down my chest.
“Huh? Why are you awake?" Stupid question, yup, but my brain wasn’t capable of anything else yet.
“I want you again. I was dreaming but then I woke up and I needed you again.”
Her soft voice in the pre-dawn stillness turned me on like a light switch. I never knew I had an instantonbutton, but I did now. Awake and hard as a rock. Glancing over at the clock it was just after four a.m. Good. I had plenty of time to take care of her. I pulled her onto my chest. Kissing her was like drinking in moonlight, pure, beautiful, and mysterious. I couldn’t get enough of her.
“Any requests, lover?”
“Me?” she questioned, sounding breathless.
“Uh huh, I want to make you happy, Cyn. Is there something you really enjoy?”
