Page 18 of Colby


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He followed her line of sight.An old iron bedframe lay twisted across what used to be the lobby, its scrollwork warped by heat into something unrecognizable.A section of railing he recognized from the upstairs hall stuck up from the debris at an angle, like a broken bone jutting through skin.

"If I had checked every outlet a hundred times," she went on, her voice gaining a raw edge, "if I had replaced every bulb and rewired every wall and hired someone to inspect every inch of this place, it would not have mattered.Someone walked in and decided to destroy it.That was their choice.Their decision.And I had no say in it at all."

Her voice cracked on the last word.

Colby's jaw tightened.Heat crawled up the back of his neck, the same anger he had been carrying since he first saw her on that smoke-filled landing.He swallowed it down.Anger would not help her stand here.It would not give her what she needed.

"That someone didn't win just because they managed to burn a building," he said.

"It was more than a building."

"I know."

"I don't think you do."

"Then tell me."

She was quiet for a long beat.He waited her out, watching the way the morning light caught the edges of the debris, turning ash into something that almost glittered.

"That was my grandparents' life," she said finally.Her voice had dropped, gone soft with memory."Their wedding present from both sets of parents was money for the foundation.They poured the concrete themselves—Gran in her work boots and Pop with his back brace, neither of them knowing the first thing about construction.My grandmother used to say she learned as much about marriage from that project as she did from the pastor who married them."

He could hear the memory working on her, pulling her back to a time before any of this.He kept his gaze forward, giving her the space of not being watched too closely.

"They raised my mom here," she said."Right in that building.They raised half this town's kids at that dining room table—summer jobs for teenagers who needed pocket money, first dates in the parlor, anniversary dinners in the private dining room.When they got too old to run it themselves, they handed me the keys and said, 'We trust you, Sabi.You'll take care of it.'"

Her hand dropped back to her side.

"I did," she whispered."I took care of it.I painted and patched and saved every extra dollar for repairs instead of vacations.I learned how to fix a leaky faucet, unstick a window, and sweet-talk the ancient boiler into lasting one more winter.I kept the lights on.I kept the doors open.It wasn't perfect, but it was mine.It was ours."

He heard each word like a weight stacking up on her shoulders.

"And now..."She cut herself off.Her throat worked, muscles jumping beneath the skin."Now there is no house.No inn.No front desk where I stood every morning.No keys on the hook by the door.No anything."

Her shoulders curled inward a fraction, as if trying to protect something tender beneath her ribs.

He shifted just enough that his arm brushed hers through the fabric of her jacket.A small contact, nothing more."You're still here."

She gave a short, humorless breath."You keep saying that like it's a consolation prize."

"It's not a consolation prize," he said."It's the thing that matters most to the people who care about you."

She stared straight ahead."I don't have a home."

"You have mine for as long as you need it."

"I don't have a business."

"Not this one," he said."That doesn't mean you have nothing."

Her head turned slightly, like she was half considering the words and half resisting them with everything she had.

He didn't push.He could feel the line she was walking, and it was razor-thin.Too much weight from him, and it might snap entirely.

"I don't have a place anymore," she said."Not really.There isn't a spot in this town that's mine.Not a corner, not a room, not even a hook to hang a coat on and say, 'That's where I live.'"

He wanted to argue.Wanted to point out that everyone in Copper Moon knew her name, her face, and her story.That there were a dozen people who would claim her as theirs without hesitation.That she belonged here in ways that had nothing to do with floor plans or property lines.

He didn't.The words would bounce off her right now, useless as stones thrown at armor.