With one hand still around the front of her neck, I hold her tightly against me while I bury my face against her skin, so drunk on her I feel lightheaded. She’s still softly rocking her hips against me, making it impossible for me to go fully soft. I wasn’t exaggerating when I said I’d be ready to go again soon. I have afeeling it’s going to take several orgasms for my body to feel fully sated. I want this too badly, and I’ve waited a very long time for it.
Dragging our hands up, I rub my release all over her stomach, just like she’d done in her room. She lets out a soft, satisfied moan when I drift higher and cover her tits. I fill both my hands with her, taking my time, massaging her breasts and teasing her nipples until she’s grinding against my fully hard dick again.
I step back just enough so I can turn her around, and then I’m wrapping my arms around her and kissing her while her slick skin presses against mine. She cups the back of my neck, demanding I get even closer, and when she starts to sit on the bed, I follow her down. Not wanting to break the kiss, we move together until she’s lying in the middle of the bed and I’m hovering over her.
Her nails dig into my hips, urging me closer, wanting me inside her, but I don’t move yet. I cup her face and deepen the kiss. When she hikes her leg over me and digs her heel into my ass, I pull back with a smile and look down at her beautifully flushed face.
“A handful, I told you,” I tell her.
She doesn’t even try to deny it.
“Is this what you want?” I ask, positioning the head of my cock against her soaking wet slit.
“Yes,” she whispers while digging her nails in harder.
As badly as I want to just slide into her, I know it’s not something I can do without saying this first. “Van, we haven’t talked about protection.”
Her pupils are blown, her eyes half-lidded, and there’s a gorgeous flush traveling up her chest and neck. She’s as drunk on ecstasy as I am, but she still nods and says, “Don’t worry. I’ve been tracking my cycle, and I’m not ovulating right now.”
“That’s not foolproof,” I say because my conscience won’t allow me to not mention it.
Her dimple fills out her right cheek when she slides a hand up to play with the back of my hair. “I know it’s not, but it can be pretty accurate, and I don’t want anything between us. Is that okay?”
I laugh and say, “There will never be a time when I say no to that question. I love you, Van, and even if something were to happen, you know I’d take care of you, right? I want to marry you. I want a family with you, but I’m fine waiting if that’s what you want.” I run my thumb over her flushed cheek. “Do you want kids?”
Now it’s her turn to laugh. “A houseful,” she admits. “But I still want to get my degree and teach.”
“A houseful?” I ask, smiling at the image she’s just put in my head. I slide against her, pressing in just hard enough for her to feel me. “I really like the sound of that, and I would never ask you to give up your dream of teaching.”
“Niki?”
“Yeah, baby?”
She pulls me down and kisses me slowly before whispering against my lips, “I really want you inside me right now.”
I groan at her words and then kiss her hard enough to have her wrapping her arms and legs around me while she tries like hell to get me inside her. I make her wait, not out of cruelty, but because we’re only ever going to get one first time, and I want to savor every second of it. Also, I’d be lying if I said seeing her so desperate for my cock isn’t the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen. I love it when she gets all worked up, and I’m not at all surprised when I feel her heel digging into my ass again.
Breaking our kiss, I work my way down her jaw and neck while I tease her breast, dragging my thumb over her hard nipple. Her fingers run through my hair, fisting large chunks ofit, and then moaning my name when I replace my fingers with my mouth. She tastes like me, and I fucking love it. I suck her breast into my mouth, tonguing her nipple while she moans and arches her back off the bed.
“Niki, please,” she begs.
With my mouth still full, I groan at the sound of her begging, and when I grab onto her knee and pull her leg up, opening her up to me even more, she sighs and drags her nails along my scalp.
I gently bite her nipple before giving it one last suck and then bringing my face to hers. “I want every part of you at once,” I tell her. “I’ll never get my fill of you.”
“I feel the same way about you,” she says, and then wraps her arms around my shoulders when she feels me rock my hips and press in even harder. It’s not enough to slide in, but it’s enough to let her know I will be. “Please go slow,” she says, and those words mixed with the fear I see in her eyes nearly breaks my heart.
“I’ll go as slow as you need me to, and I’ll stop the second you say so,” I tell her. “You don’t ever need to worry about that.”
She gives me a quick nod and then lets out a slow exhale. “Okay, I’m ready.”
I grin down at the look of determination on her face. “We’re not preparing for battle here, Van.”
She raises a brow at me. “That’s easy for you to say. You’re the one with the giant dick. I’m the one who’s about to take it.”
I can’t help but smile at the giant dick comment. I very gently nudge her slit. “You want me to stop?”
“Don’t you dare,” she says. “Just remember, nice and slow.”
