“This,” he says, and then slowly drags his tongue along my skin.
“Oh Jesus,” I moan, already feeling the pressure start to build in my body. “Are you serious?” I ask.
“If you’ll let me,” he says in between soft kisses and sucks that threaten to undo me right here and now.
I’m already trying to undo my pants when I nod and say, “Yes, please.” I feel the soft huff of air against my wet skin when he hears my excitement. “This is one of the top five things on my life list.”
“What a coincidence.” He lifts up to give me a grin. “Me too.”
Since we’re working against the clock, he helps me tug down my jeans and panties, and then he kneels next to the bed and stares at me. His eyes slowly run over my freshly shaved skin, and the look he’s giving me is nothing short of adoration.
“I will never get used to how beautiful you are, Van. Every time I see you, it knocks me on my ass.” He runs his hands up mythighs before tugging me closer and then slowly spreading my knees apart so I’m completely exposed to him.
“I don’t deserve you,” he says and then lowers his head to kiss a slow line up my thigh. I reach down and run my fingers through his thick, dark hair, loving the way the soft strands feel.
“I feel the same way about you,” I tell him, but he shakes his head and then licks a line up the crease of my thigh, making me shiver at the feel of him. He’s so close to the ache that’s growing bigger with each passing second.
He stops, hovering his mouth over the spot he just licked, letting me feel the heat of his breath. “I’ll never understand how that’s possible.” His lips briefly meet my skin again. “I need you to tell me what feels good, Van. I want this to feel good for you, and I’ve never done this before.”
“You seem to be a natural, Niki,” I tell him, thinking about the first time we made each other come in my room.
He kisses me again, this time leaving a trail along my hip before slowly making his way in between my legs.
“This seems like it might be a little more intricate than just grinding against you,” he whispers against my skin. “I want to make sure I get it right.” His nose nuzzles between my thighs as he spreads my legs even wider, giving a deep, masculine groan at what he sees. I feel the heat of his breath against my sex right before he gives me a very soft, delicate lick.
The noise I make is one I’ve never made before, and I’d be embarrassed if I wasn’t so consumed with the need to feel more.
“Do that again,” I beg while my fingers thread even deeper into his hair.
“This?” he asks and then licks me from bottom to top again, this time hard enough to sink inside just a tiny bit. “Fuck, Van, you taste so goddamn good. Why did I start this right now?” I feel his tongue flick against a spot that’s so sensitive I arch my hips and bite my tongue to keep from crying out. “I want hoursbetween your legs.” He kisses every spot his tongue just touched, and the alternating sensations nearly do me in. “Days,” he corrects. “I want days with nothing to eat but your sweet pussy.”
If I could form words, I’d tell him I think his plan is perfect and we should definitely make that a reality, but his mouth makes it impossible to form coherent thoughts. I’m hoping he can decipher the whimpers and moans that are slipping out before I can stop them and understand what I’m trying to say.
His fingers dig into the flesh of my thighs, holding me tighter as his mouth turns hungrier, kissing and licking and sucking until my body starts to shake and I have to clamp a hand over my mouth to hold back the scream I want to give. I feel his tongue slip inside me, fucking me in slow, languid strokes that have my inner walls clenching with the need to be filled. He must feel me, because he lets out another deep groan before kissing his way up my lips. When he latches onto my clit, my body explodes with a fierceness that takes me by surprise.
My muffled screams fill my old bedroom, and when he slides one hand up my stomach, I quickly grab it, grasping onto it while wave after wave of pleasure consumes me. The feel of him, his mouth on the most vulnerable part of my body, his large hand in mine, it’s what keeps me anchored. It’s what I hold onto and what I lose myself in, knowing I’m completely safe as long as I’m with him.
When I can speak again, the first thing to leave my lips is his name. The next thing is theI love youthat I’ve been feeling but have been too scared to say. The orgasm demolished my filter, and the words come tumbling out before I can stop them.
I feel him freeze between my legs, and then I tense, panic racing through me, terrified that I’ve just ruined everything, but instead of running away or looking scared, he gives me another soft kiss and says, “Say it again, Van. Please, say it again.”
“I love you.”
He gives me another long lick, cleaning me of my release and then swallowing it down with a satisfied groan. Lifting up, he slowly kisses a line along my lower stomach to where I’m still gripping his hand. He stops just long enough to brush his lips against my fingers, kissing each one before scooting up so his body is hovering over mine again.
“I didn’t mean to just blurt that out,” I say while he threads his fingers in my hair.
“Did you just say it because the orgasm was that amazing?” he asks. There’s a slight grin playing at his lips, but I can tell he’s desperate to hear my answer.
“No, I mean, it was amazing and thatdrunk on pleasurefeeling certainly helped loosen my tongue, but that’s not the only reason I said it. I know it’s fast, but I also know what I’m feeling. I just didn’t want to scare you off.”
“You could never scare me away.” The pad of his thumb strokes my cheek, and the caress is so soft and sweet that it makes me want to wrap my arms around him and never let go, because to me this man is perfect, and I know I’ll never meet anyone else like him. No one will ever make me feel the way that he does.
“I love you too, Van.”
“Really? You don’t have to say it just because I did.”
His hand tightens around mine. “I’m not. This is me saying it because I want to, because I love you and I want you to know that, and it’s not just the orgasm talking.”
