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I was sore, satisfied, and surrounded.

It was perfect.

CHAPTER 15

Bishop

The sea had a way of reminding me how small I was.

Not in a diminishing way, but in the way that stripped pretense clean off a man. Standing on deck with the wind tugging at my coat and the horizon stretching endlessly ahead, there was no room for titles or bloodlines or expectations. Just water, sky, and the steady thrum of the engine carrying us toward something that would change all our lives forever.

I rested my forearms on the railing and watched the wake spread behind us.

My thoughts drifted back to my life in London, of the life I had been raised for, of the life that had been ripped away from me years ago.

My father had wanted me to follow him into public service. He’d never really said it, but he’d always carried the quiet assumption that of course I would. I’d been good at it too. The speeches. The committees. The careful listening followed by carefully chosen words. I’d believed, truly believed, that I could make things better from inside the machine.

Back then, I had believed in order, systems and laws that could be continuously refined toward perfection. I believed that if you pulled the right levers, wrote the right amendments, stood on the right platforms, you could bend the world a few degrees closer to justice.

What I hadn’t admitted… What I’d barely let myself think was that something had always felt a little bit off, maybe even a little bit wrong.

When I was ten, there had been a boy who lived three streets over. His name was Daniel. He had dark hair, an easy smile, and a habit of climbing fences he had no business climbing. We’d been inseparable for a year, just being boys and trading books, skipping stones across the river, and plotting imaginary adventures through the parks and alleys of a city that still pretended to be safe.

But… Daniel was a wolf.

He hadn’t meant for me to find out. He shifted once, by accident, behind a locked shed when we were both too young to understand what it meant. I’d been terrified for about five seconds.

Then I’d been fascinated.

He trusted me with that secret in a way I hadn’t understoodat the time. Trusted me not to tell, and I didn’t. When his family disappeared though, I told myself I didn’t know why.

But I did.

I knew that London had found him.

I sighed.

The sea wind whipped through the air, cold and bracing.

I didn’t miss that life.

Not the galas. Not the speeches. Not the constant, careful trimming of my own thoughts to fit the room.

I was living more fully now than I ever had. I was fighting for something that didn’t require lies to justify itself. The Accord wasn’t perfect, but at least it was honest. Wolves and humans fighting side by side, working to bring the truth to the world.

And then there was Tamsin…

My mate.

Footsteps sounded softly behind me.

I didn’t turn right away. I didn’t need to. I knew it was her.

She came to stand beside me, close enough that our shoulders brushed when the boat rocked. She leaned her elbows on the railing the way I had, her gaze fixed on the same endless horizon. The quiet between us was comfortable.

After a moment, she shifted closer, her shoulder pressing into my arm.

“I’m really glad you’re here with me,” I said softly.