He dropped his head and found my throat, his mouth open and hungry, his teeth scraping down the tendon there.
“Fuck,” I said, my eyes falling shut.
How had I gone weeks without this?
And ten years before that, my mind supplied.
How had Ievergone without this? Without him?
Nothing—no one—had ever been this good.
Taylor’s weight shifted in my arms, his body sliding down until his feet reached the floor. I felt the brush of his fingertips against my hips, then a gentle tug as he hooked his thumbs into the waistband of my pants. He sank to his knees in one fluid motion, taking my clothes with him. I looked down to find himgazing up at me, his eyes dark and intent. He kissed the tip of my cock—just a feather-light touch—then ran his tongue slowly along the underside.
I threaded my fingers through his hair as his lips stretched around me. When I hit the back of his throat, I had to fight the urge to close my eyes, not wanting to miss a single moment. Heat built at the base of my spine, my thighs tensing with each wet slide of his mouth.
I tugged gently at his hair. “Wait,” I whispered. “I don’t want to come yet.”
I pulled him to his feet and walked him backward until his calves hit the mattress. Then I pushed his jacket off his shoulders and slid my hands beneath his shirt, lifting it over his head. We peeled away each layer of each other's clothing until we were both naked and kissing again.
“I want you to fuck me,” I whispered, stroking his cock. "With nothing between us this time.”
A growl rumbled from deep in Taylor’s chest as he spun us around, sending me falling back onto the mattress. He crawled over me, his body a warm weight pressing me into the sheets.
“I love you,” he murmured, trailing kisses down my chest, my stomach. “God, Sebastian, I love you so much.”
His mouth moved lower, his hands gripping my thighs and spreading them apart, then pushing them back and up. When his tongue flicked against my hole, I let out a strangled moan.
Taylor took his time, circling slowly at first, teasing, before pressing in with his tongue. He licked into me like he had nowhere else to be, like this was something he wanted for himself as much as for me, and I felt myself going loose and pliant under his care. And every time he stiffened his tongue and pushed deeper, I made a sound I had no control over, my hips bucking up to meet him, chasing more.
I pushed up onto my elbows, needing to see him.
He looked up at me from between my thighs, his lips slick, his chin wet. He pressed a kiss to my inner thigh, then his mouth was on me again, reducing me to incoherent pleas. My whole body shook as pleasure built, coiling tight. If he kept going like this, I was going to come before he was even inside me.
“Please, Tay. Fuck me already.”
Taylor pushed up onto his knees and moved from between my thighs, reaching for the nightstand where I kept my bottle of lube. I braced my palms over my shins, holding myself open for him as he drizzled lube over my hole, then slicked himself up, his eyes finding mine as he pressed forward.
With one smooth, slick slide, he was inside me, both of us groaning when he bottomed out.
He began to move in a gentle rocking motion, sweat beading on his temple, his muscles trembling with the effort to hold back.
“Don’t be gentle,” I whispered, hooking my legs around his waist. “Fuck me like you mean it.”
His careful restraint instantly dissolved, his hips snapping forward, driving into me with a force that made the headboard slam against the wall. My back arched off the mattress when he found the perfect angle.
“Fuck, right there,” I said, my fingers digging into his shoulders. “Don’t stop.”
He growled against my neck, his teeth grazing my skin as he maintained that punishing rhythm.
“Missed you so fucking much,” he panted, his breath hot against my ear.
Our mouths crashed together, all teeth and tongues, messy and desperate.
“Harder,” I told him. “Want to feel you tomorrow.”
Taylor braced one hand beside my head while the other gripped my hip, using the leverage to drive into me with renewed force.
“Oh fuck, oh fuck,” I chanted, my cock leaking pre-cum onto my stomach.
