“Not just that,” I said, hedging on the side of being honest. It was pretty much my default setting anyway. “I want to touch you. I want to get you off again.”
“Why?”
I hummed a sound or vibration that apparently made Cade squirm a little against me. My dick got even harder in my pants as he did so, rubbing himself against me.
“Can you feel that?” I asked, my voice coming out as little more than a growl.
“Yes,” Cade said, his own voice a little husky.
“That’s why,” I told him. I had a hunch. I slid my hand down over his stomach, searching, and found what I was looking for. His dick was rock-hard too, the heat of it blazing through his thin sleeping pants as the shape filled my palm. Cade groaned, long and low in his throat. It sounded like he was giving in.
Like he was accepting the inevitable.
He bucked his hips slightly against my hand, making me move up and down his length, and I took the invitation and ran with it.
I reached down past the waistbands of his pants and his underwear, getting my hand directly on his hot, hard flesh. I bit my lip as I squeezed him tight, feeling how he twitched under my fingers. He shuddered lightly and tipped his head back against my shoulder like he was giving himself up to me completely.
Well, not completely. There was more than just jerking him off, after all. The thought made my head spin a little.
Could we do more?
I’d had sex with girls and I knew I liked it. Sex with Cade would be different. But how much different? And would I like it the same – or more?
Cade shifted his body, grinding his hips up against my hand and I realized I must have stopped moving while I was deep in thought. His desperate hitch against me didn’t prompt me into moving my hand again as much as it made me raise my eyebrows and tighten my grip. He bucked his hips again, up through the tunnel of my fist –
And back down against my dick, making it slide against his ass.
Oh, god.
I couldn’t help thinking about it. And if we were going this far already, then maybe…
“I want to have sex with you,” I blurted out, my mind even less able to control my tongue when I was in the grip of an absolutely killer boner.
Cade stiffened up for a second – and not in a good way. He twisted slightly like he was going to turn and look at me but then seemed to think better of it, facing forwards but with his head tilted just slightly in my direction. “What?” he said like he wasn’t quite able to believe he’d heard me correctly.
“I want to have sex with you,” I repeated, pumping my fist up and down on his dick for good measure, making him squirm and lift his hips towards my hand just slightly. I used my other hand to bring him back down, pulling him tight against my body so he could feel just how serious I was. “I want to fuck you, Red.”
Cade made a helpless little noise at the word ‘fuck’. “But…” he started, then stopped, breathless.
Was I onto something? “I want to fuck you in your hot little ass,” I told him, feeling him rock back against me as he moaned in response to my dirty talk. “I want to cum while I’m fucking your ass. I want to make you cum.”
“Fuck…” Cade said breathlessly, writhing against me at this point. There were beads of sweat on his brow. “C… c…”
“Condom?” I guessed, from context. Cade gave a desperate, rapid nod against my shoulder. “I have one with me. In my wallet. I always carry one.”
Cade groaned, but this time it sounded less turned on and more disappointed. “For all your one-night stands?”
“No,” I said, almost insulted. “I just – you never know. And I like to be able to have a brother’s back if he needs one. Nothing worse than hitting the club with the team after a game, only to realize you can’t make it with that hot chick because you didn’t bring anything and the store’s closed.”
Cade turned his head to face me this time, his face actually looking cross. “Can we not talk about banging hot chicks with your bros when your hand is on my...”
“Penis.” I nodded smartly. “Sorry. Got it. Ass talk only.”
He narrowed his eyes at me.
“Well?” I asked. “Don’t you want me to get that condom so I can put my dick in your ass and fuck you until you cry out my name?”
I both felt and saw the shudder that passed through him at those words. “Get the damn condom,” he said through gritted teeth.
