She gasped and elicited a loud moan before diving into another orgasm, causing her pussy to clench around my cock. Her tight vise quaked around me, milking me as I lowered my face to her neck and gently bit the soft skin there.
Giving in to the pleasure, I let go, feeling my release jet into the condom as she laughed with joy above me. The melodic sound surrounded me, sending infinite sparks of bliss through my body as I emptied myself inside her. God, I loved hearing Alexis laugh. I wanted nothing more than for her to experience joy in a world that didn’t have enough of it.
My body quaked and shuddered as I emptied everything I had into the condom. Alexis wrapped her legs around me, holding me in the sweetest embrace I’d ever known. Overcome with love for her, I pressed my face to her nape and relaxed against her.
Her nails scraped over my scalp as we lay in a pile of sated lust. Goosebumps rose on my flesh from her caresses, and I pressed tender kisses to her soft skin. We lay there for a while, content to just hold each other and forget the world around us existed.
Eventually, I began to slip. Sighing, I lifted my head and placed a soft kiss on her swollen lips.
“Stay here. I’m going to get something to clean us up.”
She nodded weakly, and I pulled my cock from her body, overwhelmed with the wish that I could stay there forever. Striding to the bathroom, I removed the condom and then wet a cloth with warm water. Walking back to her, I smiled as I spread her legs open.
My heart skipped a beat when I saw tiny trails of blood mixed with her wet release. Gently touching her inner thigh, I lifted my gaze to hers. “There’s blood here. Are you okay? Did I hurt you?”
She shook her head, her hair sliding against the comforter as she smiled. “It’s fine. It hurt for a second, just in the beginning, but then it felt so good...”
I swallowed thickly, anger surging that I’d caused her any pain. I delicately moved the cloth over her skin, cleaning up the blood and release as I cursed myself for being too rough.
“Hey,” she said, her voice angelic upon the bed. “I’d tell you if it hurt. I promise. I’m fine, and I’d really like you to hold me...if you want to.”
I dropped the cloth in the hamper and returned to the bed. After lifting her in my arms, I drew back the covers and placed her on the soft sheets. She grinned up at me and extended her arms, and I almost lost the ability to breathe. Never in my life had I seen an image more beautiful than Alexis urging me to hold her after making love.
Crawling into the bed, I drew her against my body, loving how she nestled into my side. Resting her chin on my chest, she bit her lip as she smiled.
“Good job,” she said, patting my chest. “You destroyed my virginity.”
My eyes narrowed as I struggled with the slight bit of guilt I still felt.
Her laughter surrounded us as she shook her head. “Don’t pout. Iwantedyou to. How could you think I’d ever want anyone but you to be my first?”
I ran the backs of my fingers over her flushed cheek, taking another mental snapshot of this gorgeous creature sprawled across my chest.
“I’m sorry if it hurt,” I said, running my thumb over her lip. “I never want to hurt you.”
“Ignoring me hurt much worse than anything we just did here,” she said, the pain that entered her eyes crushing my soul. “Please don’t do that again. We’ve got a lot of shit to figure out, but we can’t do that if you won’t talk to me.”
“I’m sorry, sweetheart,” I whispered, hating that I’d hurt her. “I was just trying to do the right thing, but I fucked up. Men aren’t great with this shit, in case you’re not aware. I’m not a bigfeelingsguy, and I have some pretty big feelings for you.”
She inhaled a shaky breath. “You do?”
Cupping her jaw, I smiled. “You know I do. I think I’m fucked and I don’t know what the hell to do about it.”
She traced a circle over one of the tattoos on my chest as she contemplated. “Well, we need to communicate. That’s step one.”
“Got it,” I said with a nod.
“The next question is if we want to tell my mom and Michael.”
Inhaling deeply, I thought about all that would entail. “I still have the same reservations we discussed earlier. People I care about could become targets, and that terrifies me. I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if you got hurt because of me.”
“Well, Michael keeps me pretty safe. He won’t let me go anywhere without Joaquin or Enzo trailing along.”
“That will change when you get a job in the city, although I could see him still wanting to assign security to you there. He’s cautious, and I think that’s a good thing.”
“I guess,” she said, sighing. “Although, I don’t really want the whole city life and city job as much as I used to. Somehow, I kind of like living with Mom and Michael. Is that lame? Am I a deadbeat who wants to live with her mom forever?”
Chuckling, I shook my head. “Your mom is one of the few people who get you. It’s natural to want to be near the people we love. And you’re young enough to take some time to figure things out.”
