“It’ll feel good in a second,” Jasper adds. “Just let me in. Relax.”
I relax my body as best as I can. Focusing on Lawson’s eyes. On Beau’s touch along my spine. On the sound of Jasper’s ragged breath. Just as Jasper pushes himself all the way in, just as the pain feels like it’s too much, the sting begins to slowly fade.
Beau and Jasper start making small movements, finding a tempo together as they slowly slide in and out, and before I know it, all that’s left is pleasure. A fullness I don’t think I’ll ever be able to live without.
Beau makes one long and deep thrust, and Lawson’s hold on me breaks as I refocus on the two men inside of me. “Beau…”I’m practically breathless now.
“Ready?” he asks.
“Ready.”
The way Jas and Beau fuck me isn’t fast or rough. It’s slow and steady. It’s all-consuming and tender. It’s erotic and desperate. It’sthem.
“Just like that, Abigail.” Beau’s voice is full of pride and admiration. Inme.
“You’re doing so good, Red.”
Lawson climbs onto the bed, and when I look up at him, tears blur my vision. He doesn’t ask if I’m okay—he doesn’t need to. He knows. He always knows. And the way he’s looking at me now, like Ibelongto them, makes my chest ache with how perfect this is, how complete they make me feel.
He hooks a finger under my chin, his thumb tracing the curve of my lower lip, while Jas and Beau keep pushing me over the edge. “I need you,” he murmurs, his voice stripped of its usual edge. It’s a sound I like to believe no one else has ever been lucky enough to hear except for me.
“I’m yours.”
Without him having to ask, my lips pop open. Lawson fists the base of his shaft and slides himself inside. “I’ve never seen anything like it, Abigail. Never seen anything more perfect than you right now.” I take him to the back of my throat, hollowing my cheeks as I go. “So perfect. So ours.”
I do my best to suck him off while Jasper and Beau fuck me. The room is filled with grunts and moans, and their words of praise. The scene is lewd and dirty, and I fucking love it.
I lose myself in all of it. In the way they fill me. In the way I undo them, and when Lincoln praises “you should see yourself, Abigail. Stuffed full of cocks like you were made for this” from where he stands at the other side of the bed, I fall apart again. Every muscle in my body shaking as my orgasm takes over.
Beau’s the first to break, coming deep inside of me on a roar, his cum mixing with Lincoln’s. It spills down the inside of my thighs as Jasper continues to fuck me.
Beau pulls out with Jas still inside of me, and Lincoln reaches between my thighs and swipes through their cum with his fingers before inserting one in my ass.
The sight must be Lawson’s undoing as he thrusts harder into my mouth. Tears stream down my cheeks as I do my best to swallow his release. But when he pulls out, and a few drops slip past my lips, he surprises me by leaning down and kissing the corners of my mouth, kissing the last few drops that got away.
Lincoln keeps moving his fingers deep inside my ass as Jasper takes my face in his hands. How he’s lasted this long, I have no idea.
When he looks at me, there’s a raw sincerity in his eyes, a longing I’ve never seen before. It’s as if the words I’m daring to think are already on the tip of his tongue. “Abbie, I—”
“Ohmygod,”I moan as Lincoln inserts a second finger.
Jasper’s thrusts have now slowed to an excruciatingly slow pace, but unlike before, when it felt nowhere near enough, every nerve in my body is now on edge.
“One more, Abbie,” Jasper commands softly, his thumbs brushing away the tears as they fall past my cheeks. “Give me one more.”
I shake my head. I’m desperate to give him what he wants. To come just for him. But I don’t know if I can do it. “Jas. I don’t think I can.”
“Yes, you can,” he says without hesitation. “Give me everything, Abbie Girl. Give me all of you, and so will I.”
“Jas—”
“Everything,” he repeats.
I nod. His thrusts don’t pick up in speed or in force. He fucks me unhurried and sure. Sure of what this means. Sure of how he feels for me.
With my face in his hands, his bright green eyes looking up at me, sweat covering both our bodies, I come for him one final time. I come for him as he calls out my name. And I come for him as he spills his release deep inside of me.
And once he does, my body collapses against his, sinking into the warmth and safety of everything that is Jasper.
