His cock was hard as iron.His balls were hot and heavy, ready to spill like a teenager at his first time.“Shower,” Carson husked, wrapping his arms around Allie’s waist and carrying her into the shower tub.
Allie squealed in delight, trusting him not to drop her.He set her under the spray as he grabbed the sponge and soap and created a lather.He soaped the front of her body before the back in quick efficient motions, making sure to kiss all the bruises he found along the way and kissing his favorite tattoo.
“I’m sorry,” he said again, and he’d say it a hundred more times if he had to.“It’s my fault you were involved.”
“It’s nobody’s fault.”
She was trying to make him feel better and appease his guilt, but it wouldn’t work.“It is.”“Then you can blame your boss for sending you to wherever it was you went and killed Jurgen.You can blame Jurgen and Yurgio for being bad guys.You can blame their parents for raising them the way they did.The list goes on for blame of things beyond our control.It’s no one person’s fault.”
“How can you not blame me?”How could she always see the good in everything?He didn’t get it.He always thought it had to do with her job and making people happy, but she genuinely saw the good in every situation, no matter how bad.
“Because you saved me.You were always just trying to protect me.Even by keeping the truth from me.”Allie looked down at his chest, but her focus wasn’t on his scars.“I didn’t see it at the time, but now I do.I know you’ll never be able to tell me about the jobs you do, and frankly, I don’t want to know.Just knowing you risk your life like that scares me, that I might lose you when I just got you, but this is your life.”She took a deep breath and raised her gaze to meet his, unflinching.“I love you, Carson, and I’ll take you any way I can have you.”
“If you asked me to quit tomorrow, I would.”He meant it.As much as he loved his job and serving his country still, he would give it all up for her.He didn’t know what he’d do instead, but he’d figure it out.He wasn’t the first veteran that had had to, and he wouldn’t be the last.
“No,” she shook her head, stroking her hand over his chest, “This is who you are, and what you do is important.I’ve always told you that.”
How did he get so lucky to find someone like Allie?So understanding.He was an idiotfor ever thinking he could walk away from her.“I love you.”
Allie’s smile was so bright and radiant, he was almost blinded by it.“I love you too.Now it’s my turn.”
Allie took the sponge from him, reapplying soap before scrubbing his front.She was much more torturous than he had been.He had explored her body several times.This was the first time she’d been able to explore his and obviously, she was not missing this opportunity to make it memorable.
She dropped to her knees and paid extra attention to his cock.Carson fell back against the shower wall as she explored him.Allie ditched the sponge and used her hands to clean his balls.She pulled him forward under the spray to rinse him off before lowering her mouth over him.
Carson could already see stars.He wasn’t going to last long.Her hands braced on his thighs, touching and caressing his scars as she bobbed up and down on his cock.He couldn’t stand it any longer.
Carson bent over to lift Allie up to her feet.He pressed her against the shower wall and lifted one of her legs as his cock probed her hole before plunging in without any resistance.Carson rocked into her, keeping one hand braced against her back to press her pelvis forward.Allie raised and lowered herself on one leg.Carson cupped her bruised cheek as he looked into her eyes as he made love to her.Allie’s hands were braced on his chest, her mouth hanging open and her eyes locked on his.
It was the most erotic moment of his life.Watching his lover as they made love to each other.Reconnecting their hearts and bodies.Carson widened his stance as he took her harder, his balls slapping her ass.Allie reached between them and started rubbing her clit.
“That’s it, baby, come all over my dick.”He knew she liked hearing his dirty talk.
Allie’s eyes closed as she leaned back against the tiles.Her hips moved frantically as her fingers ground against her clit.Carson looked down and watched her fuck herself while he slipped in and out of her, trying to match her rhythm.
Her thigh flexed under his hand; he felt her body shake against him.Her breathing hitched.She was getting close.Carson released his grip on her thigh and tweaked her nipple.
Allie shouted her climax as she convulsed around his cock.He followed right after, staying buried inside of her until he felt his heartrate return to normal.
Then Carson turned off the shower and dried them before climbing into bed.They just laid together.Allie had her head on his chest as her fingers stroked his arm and shoulder.He had never felt so much at peace.And he owed it all to her and her trust.
Epilogue
Nick sat at the end of the bar nursing his Jack and Coke as he watched and listened to people around the bar.He had to call in a lot of favors to break through WITSEC security to track down the woman who’d broken into his bases.
She hadn’t been athome so he’d tracked her down at her work.It was a dive bar off the beaten path.It wasn’t the place he’d expect a hired killer and the one responsible for stealing military secrets over the past few months to work, but he’d learned to expect the unexpected.
Normally, he’d send one of his people on assignment to extract, but this felt personal to him.He wanted to be the one responsible for the arrest.
He had a gun and his cuffs tucked in the back of his pants.He might be older and delegate more than during his younger years, but he could still take down one woman.
Nick glanced up when a woman matching the surveillance photo came out from a room behind the bar carrying a large tray of glasses in her hand.She wore a lacy red top, jean shorts, and black boots.
The woman’s eyes darted around the crowd before focusing on putting the glasses away.She looked nervous; good.She might make a mistake that would make his job easier.
One of the other bartenders came up to her looking tired and haggard.“Thanks for covering me, Andrea.I owe you one.”
“It’s no big deal,” Andrea said, shrugging her shoulders.“I don’t have anything else going on.”
