This was such a bad idea.
Me: nvm.
Jankro Jabari : Francine u obviously texted me for something… wat’s up?
Thisissuch a bad idea.
But… it happened before and Za doesn’t know. So… one more time wouldn’t hurt.Right?
I think my period’s coming soon cause I’m ovulating like a motherfucker.
Me: come over…
The reply takes foreverand I’m literally biting my nails.
Jankro Jabari : wish i could Jelly but I’m at a match in Wales.
My chest sinks.
Me: fine then. Fuck off.
Jankro Jabari : just like that ?
Me: exactly like that ur useless to me.
Three dots appear.Disappear. Appear again.
Jankro Jabari : stay
Jankro Jabari : talk to me.
Jankro Jabari : I’ll sent u something
I squint at the screen.
Me: send me wat?
Jankro Jabari : a video of me.
Me: for wat?
A minute later,my phone buzzes with a new notification.
He really did send me a video.
Me: wats this then?
Jankro Jabari : watch the video Francine.
Me: fine.
I hesitate,heart thumping, then tap it.
The video loads, the light from the screen flickering across the ceiling. He’s striking it on camera! Fuck. But Still! A few seconds in and —
Me: u ain’t even moaning in it so wtf is the point.
Jankro Jabari : im in a locker room filled with bare man i cant be loud.
