She traced her finger along my lips. “I’m not complaining, just stating a fact.”
“It’s just so different. We had to do this in secret for the past couple of years. It was either out at lookout point, or in a crazy hurry at your house or my house. Now? We can do it whenever, wherever. I love it,” I growled out, leaning up and grabbing her tongue between my lips. I sucked it, making her writhe a little on top of me.
“Mmm. You’re getting hard again,” she smiled after I released her tongue.
“How do you want it this time?”
“From behind,” she said shyly. Sadie was still getting used to having sex constantly. Hell, so was I. But it had been the best month of my life. I swear we had sex at least twice a day now. It was amazing.
“Okay. Let me get rid of this condom and get another.” I went to take care of it and realized I was out of condoms. “Damn.”
I pulled on some pants, told Sadie I’d be right back, and headed down to get some from a community box the fraternity president had made a big deal about us having so we wouldn’t have an excuse not to ‘wrap our dicks up’ as he said so eloquently.
I walked into the common room and went right to the drawer and pulled out a few.
A couple of guys in there smirked and started mouthing off about how often Sadie and I went at it.
“Dude, you’re the luckiest motherfucker on this whole damn campus. She’s the hottest cheerleader by far. I’m so goddamn jealous.”
“Those tits and that ass,” another guy groaned. “I’d never leave her alone if she was mine.”
“Yeah, well, she’s not yours,” I snapped, trying not to see red. “Maybe if you two weren’t day drinking at lunchtime, you’d get your own girls so you didn’t have to fantasize about mine.”
“Oooh, sick burn,” another guy who was playing on one of the video game consoles we had said.
I ran up the stairs, taking them two at a time, which was uncomfortable given the fact that I was still at least half hard. I grinned. I couldn’t help but be proud of my girl. I thought she was the hottest girl on campus, but it felt good to know other guys wanted what I had. They couldn’t have her, of course. But it kind of turned me on knowing they were wishing Sadie wastheirs. Well, turned me on and pissed me off. It was a weird combination.
I burst into my room. “All fours, baby,” I said, kicking off my pants and putting the new condom on. She obeyed immediately, and suddenly my cock was a steel rod. “Fuck that turns me on when you do what I say like that.” I slapped her ass, and she squealed then giggled.
I settled in behind her, grabbed her waist, lined up, and thrust inside her. I groaned, throwing my head back and then taking her hard.
***
“Damn,” I said to myself, having to adjust my pants to accommodate my hard cock. I had to stop thinking about things like that. The worst thing that could happen would be for me to get hard when I looked at Sadie. She would probably run away screaming, and people would think I was some kind of perv.
I sighed. If only things had stayed like that between us. They should have. I was the idiot who changed. Sadie stayed her sweet, sexy, beautiful self. And I’m the fool who messed it all up. I winced inwardly when I thought about choosing Aubrey Seeks over my Sadie. I should’ve had my head examined. But, as my therapist said, I couldn’t go back and change the past. I could only try to make the future as good as possible and not repeat my mistakes.
My mind drifted over so many memories with Sadie as I drove into town.
I wondered what she looked like now. Did she look the same? Had she aged? Did she still wear her hair long?
Was she dating anyone?
I would find out the answers to these questions very soon, and it was making me both crazy nervous and wildly excited.
I was about to see the love of my life for the first time in five years.
I took a deep breath and walked into the party tent, impressed with how beautiful everything was. They’d really gone all out.
The party was in full swing, and I was having difficulty making out anyone in the group of dancers on the dance floor, which, knowing Sadie, would be where she was.
I hated coming in so late. It added to how awkward I was already feeling. I found a spot in a darkish corner of the tent, leaned against a pole, and crossed my arms over my chest. I saw my parents sitting at a table with Sadie’s parents and Drake’s parents. I was glad. I knew that it had been challenging for my parents and Sadie’s parents to stay close after what I’d done. That was even though my parents were very clearly on Sadie’s side.
It was nice to see them talking so happily together, and I couldn’t help but smile.
“Harrison? You made it after all!” Melinda’s mom gave me a big hug, and I was surprised. We’d never been particularly close before the horrible way I’d treated Sadie, and afterwards she’d looked at me like I was the devil. I wondered how much she’d had to drink tonight.
“Yes, I came straight from a meeting. I tried to call Drake on the way, but he wasn’t picking up.” I grinned at her. “Not a surprise at all since he’s at his engagement party.”
