Taking a deep breath and feeling more confident, I went back out to the common room. As I approached, I heard unmistakable moans, and my eyes widened. What was going on?
I rounded the corner and saw that Ben had Aubrey pushed over the arm of the couch, his hands on her tits. She ground her ass against the front of his pants, causing him to curse. “Fine. Is this what you want?” He pushed her down over the couch and pushed her skirt up.
She laughed. “Still can’t resist me, can you? Even if you were still with that sweet little girlfriend of yours, you’d definitely still fuck me.”
His face turned red, and I could tell he was fighting with himself. He obviously hated her. But he also still wanted her. Lust won out. He grabbed a condom out of the community box we kept in a drawer, put it on, and went to town on her. She cried out and made noises like she was in a porno, and he moaned as if she was the best thing he’d ever felt.
I didn’t want to watch, but I felt frozen there. I watched Aubrey get railed and knew I had to get out of there.
Because I wished it was me doing it. I was jealous.
I started to turn away and get out of there, but her voice stopped me.
“Harrison,” she cried out, and I whipped around to look at her. “Watch me,” she gasped out as Ben fucked her roughly from behind. She kept her eyes on me as she came, screaming out my name instead of Ben’s. He finished inside her with a deep groan, then pulled out as soon as he could.
Ben wiped his face then looked at me. There was shame in his eyes. “Man, do yourself a favor and run. Your girlfriend is worth a hundred of her.” He gestured towards Aubrey laid over the arm of the couch, ass out for anyone to see.
I didn’t hesitate. I turned and took the stairs up to my room two at a time. I hurried inside and grabbed my phone. I was about to call Sadie and beg for phone sex, when the door opened.
Aubrey stood there.
I wanted to tell her to get out. To leave me alone. But it was like I was a statue.
“Let me take care of that for you, baby,” she said, staring at my dick. It was painfully hard and not hidden at all in my athletic shorts.
I opened my mouth to tell her no, but nothing came out.
She grinned almost triumphantly. “Finally. A man like youdeservesas much sex as you want. Twice a day, three times a day, same girl, different girls, groups of girls, whatever. You’re a king on this campus. Girls would pay to be in my position.” She crawled across the floor to me.
She was right. I thought about what the guys on the team had told me about their sex lives. But me? The star of the whole team? I was going to have to go the entire summer without fucking anyone. It was ridiculous.
That was it. I was done denying myself.
Ideservedthis.
“Open your fucking mouth.” I pulled my shorts down and took my cock out. That’s all I had to do. Aubrey was obviously an expert.
“Fuuuuck,” I moaned as my hips bucked when she took me deep. I closed my eyes, threw back my head, and fucked Aubrey’s mouth. I put my hands in her hair and went deep, thrusting repeatedly. At first, everything was good. It had been more than a month since I’d had sex, so the feel of lips, any lips, on my cock was enough to make my spine tingle.
But as I kept pumping into her mouth, I couldn’t help but notice the differences between her and Sadie. I found myself frowning. Sadie knew just what I liked… and this wasn’t it. There was something lacking, something different. I looked down and watched Aubrey thinking that might help. If anything, that made it worse. I winced. Sadie was so beautiful. It wasn’t that Aubrey wasn’t, it was just that she looked wrong on her knees in front of me. She wasn’t supposed to be there. It was always supposed to be Sadie. A wave of remorse and guilt hit me so hard that I almost sank to my knees.
Aubrey moaned, thinking that I was enjoying it so much I was weak in the knees. I continued using her mouth, but I was starting to drip sweat with the effort of focusing enough to come. I was starting to think that I wasn’t going to. Desperate, I thought back to the last time Sadie had gone down on me. Almost immediately my cock swelled, my balls tightened, and I started to enjoy myself. I closed my eyes and pictured Sadie’s plump lips stretched around me as she took almost all of me. I saw the love in her gorgeous blue eyes as she looked up at me. I pictured her perfect body, naked, her heavy breasts bouncing as she moved her mouth up and down my shaft. I groaned long and loud and imagined it was her in front of me.
It wasn’t long before I came long and hard down the back of Aubrey’s throat. “Sadie,” I moaned, not noticing Aubrey stiffen.“Sorry, Sadie,” I whispered. As I opened my eyes, Sadie’s face disappeared, and Aubrey’s was in its place.
The differences between the two of them were stark. As I stared down at Aubrey’s face with its smeared makeup and knowing smirk, I felt utter shame.
I felt so much guilt, so much disgust with myself.
And the truth was, that after I’d spent months imagining what it would be like to be with Aubrey… it had been a massive letdown. Not only was it not better than being with Sadie, it hadn’t even been close.
I sent Aubrey home and scrubbed myself in the shower until my skin was bright red and painful. I would never cheat on Sadie again. Not ever.
But that resolve would prove hard to keep, no matter how disgusted with myself I was. Because for the next few days I kept thinking that maybe it wasn’t that I enjoyed sex with Sadie way better than with Aubrey. Maybe it was that I’d been so guilty I couldn’t enjoy it.
I thought about all the proof I had that sex with Aubrey was amazing. The professor she’d fucked to get our grade changed, my pal Deion from the football team, my fraternity brother Ben—they all seemed to think she was impossible to resist because she was so damn good.
I couldn’t help but think that the next time would be better.
