He was staring at me, a desperate look on his face. “Don’t be upset because I said something stupid, okay?”
I crossed my arms over my chest, feeling small and vulnerable. “Tell me now if you want to take a break from each other this summer. I’m just warning you that if you start dating around, I’m free to do so as well.”
He gasped and got a strange look on his face, like maybe he hadn’t considered that I’d date other people, too. “I don’t want to take a break, do you?”
“No.” I rolled my eyes. “You’rethe one who started all this.”
“I’m sorry. I think I’m just upset because I can’t stand the thought of us being apart, Sunshine.”
I narrowed my eyes at him, unconvinced he wasn’t entertaining the thought of hooking up with other women over the summer. Especially Aubrey Seeks.
“Sadie,” Carrie called, cutting into my thoughts. “You about ready?”
I glanced over and saw that Drake was all packed and it was time for us to head out for the summer.
“I have to go,” I said, turned on my heel, and hurried across the lawn.
“Wait. Sadie, wait.” He came after me and pulled me to him, turning me around and kissing the hell out of me. “Look, I’m sorry,” he said between kisses. “I’m not looking to date other women this summer or ever, okay? And I swear Aubrey’s just a friend. But if it will make you feel better for me not to take classes with her, then I won’t.”
I smiled and breathed a sigh of relief. “It would make me feel so much better. I know she wants you, Harrison. No matter what you think.”
He pulled me to him for one last hug. “Love you, Sunshine.”
“Love you, too.”
Chapter Nine
Harrison
I woke up sweaty and hard as a rock. I was tangled in my sheets. I untangled myself and sat on the edge of my bed, my head in my hands.
Four weeks had passed. That meant there were still four weeks before Sadie returned to campus. Thank God she was coming back early for cheerleading practice. Still, it was four weeks too long. Without Sadie around to remind me how great things were between us, especially the sex, I was scared that I was going to give in to my desires to sleep with other people.
And I knew I was in big trouble. So far this summer, all my sex dreams were about Aubrey. I knew I shouldn’t blame her, but she talked about sexall the time. How great it was, how adventurous she was, how much she liked anal, how great she was at giving head, and on and on. Even worse, she kept talking about how much I deserved to fuck whoever I wanted to. And I was starting to think she wasn’t wrong.
People were talking about me being a Heisman candidate for the upcoming football season. I’d done interviews with ESPN. I was one of the best athletes in the entire country. Maybe even the world. And I’d had sex with exactlyone person. Ever. That didn’t compute.
But I loved Sadie. I really wished I hadn’t met the love of my life in high school. I could have had several years to fuckwhoever I wanted to before settling down with her later on. But Ihadmet her in high school.
The looks I got walking around campus were intoxicating. Aubrey saw them, too.
“That girl right there?” she said, pointing. “All you’d have to do is crook your finger at her and she’d fuck you against the side of that building.”
I’d looked at the sexy brunette she was talking about. She was right. The girl was looking at me like she wanted to eat me whole. It would take nothing for me to get in her pants. I’d gotten so hard, right then, my pants tenting embarrassingly as we walked to the dining hall.
Aubrey had giggled. “You liked her, huh?” Then she’d looked up at me with those brown eyes of hers. “I could take care of that for you, Harrison. It wouldn’t take but a minute for me to suck you off so good you’d scream as you came.”
I’d gotten harder.
And that’s pretty much how my summer days were going. All my classes were with Aubrey. I ate with Aubrey. I texted Aubrey. I studied with Aubrey. The only time I was away from her was when I was at practice and when I slept.
I’d completely ignored that I’d told Sadie I wouldn’t spend a lot of time with Aubrey this summer. Even as I’d said it, I’d never intended to honor it. I didn’t feel bad about it, either. If she’d really cared, she would have stayed. She didn’t seem to understand that she was lucky to be my girlfriend.
And now I was desperately in need of sex, and I didn’t even have Sadie to fuck. I groaned and ran both hands through my hair, frustrated. I got in the shower knowing I’d have to take care of myself while I was in there.
I leaned against the tile with one hand while I took my cock in my other. I squeezed hard and started jacking myself, groaning. It felt good, but it wasn’t anything like sinking intoa tight, wet pussy. “Fuck,” I moaned as I worked myself to the mental image of Sadie’s tits bouncing the last time she’d ridden my cock.
Out of nowhere, the girl riding me changed to Aubrey. I moaned with pleasure. Then I was imagining sinking into her ass, something I’d never done. Within ten seconds I had come on the tile so hard I’d had to lean my body against the wall. I’d felt like I was going to pass out.
