“Rayzor, what have I told you about that?”
He’s done it before, and he knew how I felt about it.
“I guess this gon’ be our thing because fuck that shit. Run it up and if you want more, just hit me, I’ll drop it in the account.”
“How you do have my account info…” I sighed. “You know what, never mind.”
I realized who I was talking to. He finds out whatever he needs to.
“That shit clicking, ain’t it?” He chuckled.
It was no use in arguing because he’d do what he wanted anyway. That’s one of the things I liked about him. It scared me because it’s only been me taking care of myself and thekids. However, since he came along, he does things that I don’t ask for. Like, he gets inside my head and does it before I say something.
I couldn’t even get Levi’s daddy who stays in the same city to send me forty dollars or pay daycare fees. And here Rayzor was dropping thousands and taking care of business that wasn’t even his just because he wanted to keep me happy.
“Thank you.”
“I don’t need a thank you. You deserve that shit, Eris. When you accept it, then this back-and-forth shit can cease.” He paused. “Gon’ and enjoy, I’ll hit you back, aiight?”
“Okay,” I replied meekly like he put me in my place.
While shopping for them, I decided to do something nice for Rayzor. I wasn’t getting it with the money he gave me, this was from me. I felt strange looking for something for a man. It’s been too many years since the last time I did it; it’s foreign.
I grabbed him an outfit, something Rayzor like. I couldn’t stop smiling thinking about how grateful he’d be for it. Then my pussy quivered when I noticed it’ll come with some of the big dick as a thank you.
I went to grab lingerie, letting the kids run wild while I picked something special out to wear for him. Getting it in his signature red, I was excited for him to see me in it.
“Eris!” my name was called in the distance.
I cringed at the voice. I knew who it belonged to.
“Come on y’all,” I told the kids, trying to get the hell away. I wasn’t in the mood to show my ass today, but this was a necessary showing.
Then he ran out in front, stopping us.
Levi stared up at his twin, but me, I glowered at my deadbeat ass baby’s father Phillip.
“He’s gotten so big,” he had the nerve to say.
His words were like nails on a chalkboard.
“Yeah, that’s what happens when they grow and you ain’t seen him in years. So what?”
He bent down in front of Levi, plastering a fake smile, ignoring me.
“Hey, Levi.”
Levi held on to his toy for comfort.
I softly rubbed his shoulders, trying to calm his little nervous system.
Phillip had that stupid look in his eyes but did that ugly awkward chuckle then looked up at me and back at Levi again.
“You don’t know your daddy no more, Levi?”
Levi nodded.
“You not talking to me, Levi?” He rubbed Levi’s head. “He’s this big and can’t talk, Eris? The last time I saw him he was talking.”
