I sit on a step, Santino in my lap, and lean back. Water laps around my hips as Santino licks and kisses across my chest. He sucks one nipple into his mouth, nibbling on the tender flesh, flicking it with his tongue.
Pleasure winds through me, touching every part of my tired and broken body. It breathes new life into me, like a promise of better days ahead. My groin tightens and my cock starts to fill, straining against the tight fabric of the Speedo.
Santino finishes with one nipple, then switches to the other. The first pebbles hard when exposed to the air again and the gentle wind feels biting against my sensitive skin.
I watch with half-lidded eyes as Santino feasts on my body. Once in a while, he’ll cast a heated look up at me and every time he does, my heart swells a little more in my chest. He’s so beautiful, it takes my breath away. I love him so much, it scares me.
I’ve been hesitant about telling him because I don’t really trust myself. I mean, I know I love him. But there’s still this tiny niggling doubt that makes me pause. What if I only think I love him because he’s been so kind to me? What if the depression has tricked me into it somehow? I haven’t wanted to say anything until I’m sure. Likesuresure. But I don’t know when that day will come—if it will ever come—and I don’t want to wait any more. I want to tell him and I want to know if he loves me back.
CHAPTER
THIRTY-FOUR
SANTINO
Hayden’s body is delicious. Even with the chlorinated pool water, the salty, musky taste of his skin explodes on my tongue and makes my dick achingly hard.
I lick along the deep slanting valley at his hips—first one, then the other—and rub my face against his thick cock.
Hayden lets out a low groan as I mouth at it, coaxing it to life. I love doing this, watching his dick harden gradually. Seeing this most intimate part of his body grow through the various stages of arousal. Knowing I’m the one responsible for making him feel good.
His cock stretches the already too-tight Speedo and I carefully lift the scrap of fabric away. I drag my lips across the spongy head, swirl my tongue around it and dip into the slit. A drop of pre-cum lands on my tongue and I moan at how good it tastes. I suck on it like a lollipop, letting the tip slip out of my mouth between pursed lips, then taking it back in again. My hand is wrapped around the base, giving it short, tight strokes.
It takes a few minutes to get him to full mast and when I finally do, I lay his dick on his stomach and take a minute toenjoy the view. His cock is beautiful, especially when displayed out in the open like this, lit by the brightness of the sun. The mushroom head glistens from the water and my spit. The veins running up and down his length are plump and juicy. His balls are two perfect orbs nestled right underneath.
My gaze wanders to the V cut into his hips, the eight-pack of abs on his stomach, the roundness of his pecs, the bulge of his arms. He’s skinnier than when I first met him, but still incredibly gorgeous.
His elbows are braced on the step behind him. Water laps at his hips, pools in his belly button and in the dip at his sternum. The sun makes his blond hair look like spun gold. The greens of his eyes sparkle as he watches me like I am his whole world.
Kneeling between his legs, I’m suddenly overwhelmed by emotions. Hayden really is like a Greek god, beautiful yet tortured, blessed and cursed at the same time. I love him so much. Every single part of him—even the parts I don’t know yet and the parts he’s too afraid to reveal. I love him because he’s the best human being I’ve ever met. And I love him because he deserves to be loved.
I take his cock in my hand and guide it to my mouth. More pre-cum spills on my tongue as I seal my lips around the head and suck. A strangled sound escapes Hayden. His eyes are glued to me. His jaw hangs open and his entire body is taut, like he’s afraid he’ll spoil the moment if he moves.
I slide his cock deeper into my mouth until it hits the back of my throat. My jaw is stretched wide. Spit pours out between my lips. I try to swallow around the engorged bulb at the end of his cock. Whatever I can’t fit into my mouth, I stroke with my hands.
His hips come off the step, then pull back like he doesn’t want to choke me. Water sloshes against my face, gets in my eyes and in my mouth. I don’t care. I stay focused on Hayden’s cock, sucking and stroking every inch I can reach.
I lose myself to the blowjob, dropping into a trance where nothing else exists but this delicious cock in my mouth. I don’t hear Sebastian calling cut or repeating my name a few times. I don’t stop until Hayden physically pushes me away with a hand on my shoulder.
I come up panting and dizzy. My knees sting from kneeling on the hard pool tile. My jaw aches from being stretched for so long. I push back from the steps and sink under the water for a second. When I stand up again, Hayden’s sprawled on the stairs, limp and loose.
I wade back to him as he pushes himself upright on the stairs. There’s a peacefulness in his expression I don’t see very often. Like maybe he’s free of the darkness, if only for a little while.
We smile at each other as if we’re sharing a secret no one else knows. As if it’s me and him against the world.
“Alright, you guys switch positions,” Sebastian directs. “Santino, Speedos off.”
Under the water, I hook my thumbs in the piece of fabric barely covering my junk and push it down my legs. I lift it up out of the water and fling it at Hayden. It hits him square in the chest. He jumps at the squelching impact, stunned for a split second, then he bursts out in laughter.
Out of the corner of my eye, I notice Sebastian bringing his camera up and pointing it in our direction again.
Hayden takes the swimsuit and tosses it on the step, then reaches for me. He hauls me into his arms, naked chest to naked chest. Our mouths clash in a wet, messy kiss.
“You’re amazing, you know that?” Hayden says when we break the kiss, the smile on his face is the most gorgeous thing I’ve ever seen.
“You’re pretty amazing yourself, babe.”
He spins us around suddenly and I let out a yelp that dissolves into giggles. The giggles melt into moans when heturns me so my back is against his front and he starts nibbling my ear. His thick cock pokes me in the ass and I can’t wait to get the damn thing inside me.
