confusion like this? To forget Nate and everything
we shared?
The problem is that it’s enough for me just to
get lost in the black hole of his eyes to forget every
caress, every kiss, every night I spent with Nate,
and to think of how it could be if Patrick wasn’t a
certified asshole who was disappointed with life
and if I wasn’t pregnant by my ex.
I shake my head and pick up some glasses from
the tables when the guys start their initial song. At
Liam’s first words I start to shake and set the tray
down on another table before everything falls to
the ground.
Say the word and I will be your man, your man.
I breathe in slowly to gain control of my
emotions, but it seems like I’m not the one in
control, they just do whatever they want.
Say when… And my own two hands will comfort
you … Tonight, tonight … Say when … And my
own two arms will carry you … Tonight, tonight.3
I can’t look at him; I can’t raise my glance right
now because he’d understand immediately what
I’m thinking.
I’m stupid and misguided.
3Say When, The Fray, The Fray
I got dumped for another woman, I’m pregnant
and what do I do? I’m surprised to feel desire … to
hope what? That he would be interested in me? A
girl who is about to have someone else’s baby?
And then we’re talking about this guy.
