feeling in this moment because really, I’m not able
to emit sound, much less an entire phrase.
And yet, I’d like to tell her how I feel, what I
feel for her, for them.
For this thing between us that I did not want or
look for but that found me just the same.
Because when love calls, you have to fucking
answer.
20
Erin
Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road …
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to
go.
I move in my sleep, cradled by a light melody
that makes me smile instinctively.
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end is
right … I hope you had the time of your life.
I open my heavy eyelids weighed down by
tiredness with difficulty. I really did not sleep
much last night. Patrick was… Wow. I can still
feel my skin burning after being his prey almost all
night last night.
Thanks to the light that’s passing through the
curtains I am able to focus on what is happening.
Patrick is sitting on the bed. He’s got a guitar and
he’s strumming so softly that I can barely hear it.
But his voice, God, his voice is a concentration of
tenderness and emotion that brings tears to my
eyes.
It’s something unpredictable, but in the end is