darkness, without falling and without fear.
Patrick
The episode of the manager and the meeting was a
huge mistake. I can’t believe I left her alone now,
just after having asked her to let me get close.
Where the hell was my head when I accepted this
whole plan?
Sure, I’ve always been the one to push the band
to get back together, to play music, it’s true. I’m
the one who always hoped there’d be more for us
than just playing at the pub and this stupid fucking
one-horse town. I was the one who wantedFour
Reasons To Dieto have another chance. Music has
always been our dream and I never understood
why Liam was so reluctant in the beginning.
I do now.
And when I started feeling a knot tightening in
my throat that was threatening to suffocate me in
that studio full of people with instruments and
serious expressions, I understood that I was in the
wrong place with the wrong people.
I walked out of that room, called a taxi and went
straight to the airport. I got on the next available
flight for Dublin and came home.
I came back to her.
After the other night, in which I did everything
but make a move, I can’t believe I was able to go
get that stupid flight without having told her how
much I dreamed about brushing her lips and
kissing her until we were both breathless.
