Page 38 of You Make Me Sick


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He nods. “Do you have a manager?”

Charlie sweeps right in, offering her hand to the producer. “Charlie Green, manager.”

He shakes her hand, lifting a brow. “This is your kid,Marcus?”

“She is,” he says with a smile and a wink at his daughter.

“It’s a pleasure to meet both of you,” Mr. Crest says formally before motioning for everyone to take a seat. “I’ll be quick and upfront. Your name has grown rapidly in New York, and I see something bright in your future. Starlight Records is prepared to offer you the deal of a lifetime. Within a year, if your brand is showing promise, there will be far more than simple arenas and small-time gigs in your future. What do you say, Ms. Beckett?”

Charlie gives me a secretive thumbs up, vibrating in her seat. All eyes trail to me, and I feel the pressure.

“Um,” I mess with my fingers under the desk as my neck heats. “Would I be able to finish college?”

Mr. Crest nods. “Of course. Juilliard offers online courses in case you begin traveling. I would never stand in the way of your education, but it will be a full workload if your career takes off.”

Ifmy career takes off.

Mr. Crest isn't promising something lasting, and he's making that known. My climb to success is going to be up to me in the end, and if I don't put forward the effort, I won't reach the peak. He’s offering the tools and resources I need, but it’s my own design. I have to prove thatthisis what I want.

After all these years, I'm finally being givensomething. It’s right in front of me, and I want to grab it with both hands. I'm tired of being the poor girl with a traumatic past. I’m ready to turn the pain into something transformative. I’m breaking free of it all and signing my fate to something I believe in.Myself.

“I want to do this,” I say, feeling a weight lift off my shoulders. Where the whole world once sat is now replaced with the air of something different and exciting. It’s new beginnings, and I can't contain my smile.

Mr. Crest nods. “I’ll have the contract drawn up and sent to your manager.”

“Let me give you my information,” Charlie says before handing off the email she created for my stage presence.

“Once you receive the file, we expect an answer or a request for revisions within a week. It’s been a pleasure, Ms. Beckett. Can't wait to hear from you and your team.” Mr. Crest says before standing and shaking hands with Charlie and me.

My muscles tense at the skin contact, but I force myself to smile through it as goosebumps prick my arms and a cold sweat breaks out on my neck. “You’ll be hearing from us.”

Once it’s just Charlie, Mr. Marcus, and me closed in the office, my best friend and I scream, jumping up and down as we embrace each other.

“Oh, my god!” Charlie shouts, holding tightly to me. “You fucking did it!”

Mr. Marcus smiles fondly at us. “Congrats, kid. I knew you had it in you.”

Tears dot my lashes as I squeeze my best friend to me in a crushing hug. The gratitude I feel is overwhelming, and I sniffle into her hair as we hug.

“Don’t cry!” She says, rubbing a hand across my shoulders.

“It’s happy tears,” I take a deep breath. “Thank you. Both of you.”

“Don’t thank us, kid.” Mr. Marcus says. “You did this all on your own.”

That isn't the whole truth, and I fully plan to pay them back one day for all of their hard work. I owe them so much more than I can begin to comprehend. They gave me a new future, and I want to pay it back in any way possible.

We celebrate by getting a table on the main floor, where Mr. Marcus tells us stories about his time working for various celebrities. The atmosphere is so light that I'm not even rattled as one of the servers drops off a handwritten note for me from one of my fans.

It isn't until I look down at the message that my world stops, and the breath skates from my lungs. My hands start totremble as I grip the note tightly. Everything around me blurs as my eyes pass over the message.

You look so pretty when you aren't broken and bruised, but I think I prefer you asleep.

Part III

Save Me

Eight Years Later