Cooper chuckled, his nose brushing the base of my cock as he slipped a finger inside. I had no shame whatsoever. I spread myself open to give him all the room he needed, reveling in the sensual onslaught.
Two, maybe three digits moving in and out…
Cooper tonguing my balls or lapping precum from my slit…
It was too much yet not enough.
“Hang on,” I choked out.
He paused, glancing up at me with glistening lips, his eyes blazing with desire. For me. It made me feel powerful and bold. I bent forward and crashed my mouth to his, infusing every sigh and twist of my tongue with pleas for more…more, more.
“Tell me what you want,” he purred, rocking his hips and gliding his erection alongside mine.
I wasn’t sure how to ask for what I wanted, no—needed. And truthfully, I’d always thought that if I’d ended up in bed like this with a man, I’d be the one on top.
But now…
“You. Your cock. Inside me.”
I propped my head on the pillow, my heart slamming against my rib cage as he reached for the supplies. He tore a foiled wrapper and rolled a condom on his rigid pole.
“Let me see you,” he commanded, pouring lube onto his fingers. My breath hitched as he massaged my pucker. “Fuck, that’s a pretty hole.”
“Just…do it.”
“Look at me, Si.” Cooper waited for me to obey. “Have you done this?”
“Taken it up the ass? No.”
“That mouth of yours probably gets you in a lot of trouble.Shh. We’re gonna take this nice and slow. If you want to stop, we stop.”
I met his gaze and exhaled shakily. “Okay, but…I think I’m ready.”
“I know you are.” He kissed my knee as he scooted between my legs. “Eyes on me.”
Cooper positioned himself over me and pushed. I winced at the flash of pain and panted through a wave of intense discomfort.
Okay…this wasn’t so great.
Cooper went still.
He shushed me, rubbing his thumb at my hairline and kissing my cheek. It was sweet…so sweet. I searched for his mouth instinctively and rested my hands on his hips. He inched his way inside, breathing in my jagged gasps for air. Cooper hadn’t been joking about going slow. I braced for a harsh thrust that never came.
He was balls deep in my ass, filling me completely. It was almost too much. I had to will myself to relax.
“I think you’re supposed to move or something,” I croaked out.
Cooper huffed affectionately. “Smartass.”
But then he rolled his hips, rocking forward and back, and yeah…that was good.
“Yeah, I like that. More.”
I didn’t have to ask twice. Cooper set a steady pace…it was almost gentle. All traces of pain disappeared, and now it was only pleasure. And when he hit that one spot…Holy shit.
Cooper growled. “I’m gonna fuck you now.”
My sarcastic “I thought that was what we were doing” never surfaced. He moved faster, his cock hitting a sweet spot that made my toes curl at each pass. I wrapped my arms and legs around him and held on, urging Cooper to “Fuck me, fuck me, fuck me.” I heard the desperation in my voice, and I probably should have been embarrassed by my lack of chill, but I was all in.
