“Always yes with you.”I grip her hair and thrust against her.“But not now.If I don’t fuck you in the next thirty seconds, I’m going to do some serious damage.”
“Considering your size, damage is unavoidable.”She wraps her small fingers around my shaft and twists her wrist through a diabolical stroke.
“What do you mean?”I clamp my hand over hers, stalling her delicious torture.
“You’re a big boy.”She gives my cock a punctuating squeeze.“Bigger than anyone I’ve—”
I shut her up with a kiss, pouring all my jealousy into it and growling against her lips.“I’m going to kill every man who’s ever touched you.”
“Jag beat you to that, I’m afraid.”
“Fuck.”I pull back.“I’m sorry.I mean, I’m not sorry.I still want to gut them.”
“What were you saying about thirty seconds?”
I grab her ass, leap from the chair, and slam her up against the nearest wall.The position aligns us perfectly, my hands pinning her hips, and my dick jabbing at her opening.
Insatiable lust takes over, flooding me with more hunger than I know what to do with.
Slow down, idiot.Fucking slow down and do her right.
With great effort, I take her bottom lip between mine and give it a gentle pull.Then I press a kiss to the corner of her mouth, an attempt to reel myself back before I ruin this.
In my urgency to mount her like a barbarian, I know I’m forgetting something.
What the fuck am I forgetting?
Oh.
“Condom.I don’t have any.”Everything inside me grinds to a halt as I frantically scan the kitchen for a magic condom dispenser.“What am I saying?I’ve never even held one.”
“Hey.”She shoves her fingers in my hair, drawing my eyes back to her.“I have an implant in my arm, and I go to the clinic regularly for tests.We’re safe.”
Safe.No more obstacles.Nothing between us.
I can’t stop shaking.Every muscle vibrates and throbs so brutally that my body doesn’t feel like my own.My skin is too tight, my breathing too sharp.My seams are unraveling, losing their hold on the havoc inside me.
All of it, my whole fucked-up life, lines up behind this single moment.Every hurt, every loss, every far-off fantasy I buried to survive, it all collapses here, at her feet, and I’m so spectacularly overwhelmed and excited I can’t breathe.
“I know.”She slides her hands to my jaw, bringing our foreheads together.“God, Wolf, I know how deeply significant this is.It’s not just a first time.This is you breaking the last chain of your past.It’s a victory, an awakening, and the kickoff of every wild, vibrant dream you’ve ever deserved.Thank you for letting me share it with you.It means more than you can know.”
“Dove…” My chest expands so fast I swear it cracks open.“Godsdammit.I love—”
“Not yet.”She presses her fingers against my mouth.Then replaces her hand with her lips.“Put it in me, Wolf.”
I’m already grinding my hips and stabbing her with my dick, searching for her entrance.When my crown finds the notch of her opening, I hesitate.
“What’s wrong?”She reaches down, trying to guide me inside.
“Do I just shove it in?Or go slow and easy?”
“You won’t hurt me.Do whatever feels good.”
My breath cuts off as I slowly push in, just the tip, completely overcome by the tight clench and suction that greets me.
“Oh, gods.Oh, fuck.You feel…” I choke against her mouth.“Un-fucking-real.”
“Wait until you’re all the way in, Loverboy.”She pushes her pelvis closer, pulling me in another inch.
