What the fuck is happening to me?
“Mmm…” he grunts, and I realize with horror that I’m kissing him, too.
No, I’mdevouringhim.
Violently.
As unhinged as he is.
I fist his hair, dragging his head back, forcing the kiss deeper, biting his lips, clashing with his tongue.
This can’t be real.
Somewhere in the back of my mind, I realize there’s no way I’d be kissing Yulian with this animalistic frenzy, almost as if I can’t get enough.
Almost as if I’ve waited for this?—
No.
This is only to prove that I can get the upper hand ineverything.That no matter what he tries, I’ll always come out on top.
But fuck, the taste of his lips wrecks me.
He’s poison and I’m hooked.
Drunk on him.
There’s a hint of mint, but the rest is all him. Heady, masculine, and entirely addictive.
I’ve always thought myself to only be attracted to girls, so why the fuck is a man’s masculine scent, taste, and the feel of his hard muscles and thick cock turning me into an animal?
It’s not enough.
The pressure, the depth, the intoxicating feeling.
I knew a single taste wouldn’t be enough—it’s why I ran away.
It’s why I need to remove this idiot from my life?—
A hand reaches between us—his hand—as he kisses me deeper, more violently, angrily almost as he grabs my cock through my pants.
What the?—
“Mmm, you’re packed, baby,” he murmurs against my mouth, then licks and bites my lower lip.
“Shut the fuck up,” I bite back, sinking my teeth into his tongue until a metallic taste explodes at the back of my mouth.
The scent of the earth and pine mixes with blood and our gasping pants, forming a fucked-up cocoon around us.
And in the midst of it all, I know I should put an end to this.
I should push him away and leave. Put an ocean between us again and never come back.
But then he bites me a second time, harsh and unforgiving, making me feel the pain I inflicted, but he doesn’t draw blood. His leg on my thigh cages me against him, his hand in my hair, pulling, almost too savagely, as he unbuttons my jeans.
My ears ring as heady pleasure coils in my insides, and the scent of arousal overwhelms me.
Ineedto stop this.
