“Shut up, Yulian.” He throws the condoms aside and rifles through the drawer again until he produces a tube of lube.
I just watch him hovering over me, mesmerized, kind of developing a fucking crush in the midst of the prospect of being fucked for the first time.
Probably should be having a sexual crisis about that part—you know, me losing my ass virginity tonight.
Maybe I should fight it.
Try to gaslight myself into thinking I don’t want this.
But then again, I’d let Vaughn do whatever the fuck he wants with my body.
That’s me, a Vaughn pleaser instead of a people pleaser.
Cy would call me pathetic, but Cy is an idiot with zero emotional intelligence, and he definitely hasn’t had this type of toxic connection with Vaughn.
The one guy I thought I’d never have.
But I do.
When Vaughn looks at me, I grin, wide.
He frowns. “Don’t smile like that in front of other people.”
“You’rethatpossessive of me, baby?”
“Shut up.” He squeezes a generous amount of lube on his hand, shifts back on his knees, and carefully rubs it over my hole.
The cold gel instantly heats when coupled with his touch. I open my legs wider, giving him more access.
“Tell me if I hurt you.” His voice is barely holding on to some semblance of normalcy, his cock hot and heavy between us.
“You won’t,” I whisper, my own desire rushing through.
Vaughn exhales a sharp breath as he eases his middle finger into me.
My body yields without hesitation.
I thought letting someone touch me this way would feel strange, uncomfortable, even—but it’s as natural, as dizzying, as that first kiss on his lips.
“Fuck, you’re so tight.” His eyes shine as he thrusts slowly. “Does it feel good?”
“Mmm. Anything you do feels good.”
“You say that to others, Yulian?” His voice darkens as he adds another finger and allows me to adjust. “You let them see this look on your face?”
What look?
I don’t get to ask that because he’s moving again, thrusting in a slow rhythm at first, then driving into me. I’m clamping around his fingers as blotches of pleasure tighten my abs.
My spine jerks upright as desire I’ve never experienced before spreads through me, and my cock gets so hard, it’s painful.
With shaky hands, I squirt lube in my palm and jerk Vaughn’s gorgeous cock from base to tip.
His chest muscles bunch and tighten as he pushes further into my hand.
“You’re clenching around my fingers.”
“You like it?”
