Kissingme.
It means I’m also here, alive, and this isn’t a dream.
His cock bulges against my thigh, his tongue dancing with mine to a fucked-up symphony.
Vaughn pulls his head back, a trail of saliva forming between us as we breathe harshly, the sound reverberating off the walls.
“Don’t you dare say I’m not that special again,” he growls against my lips, his voice low and raw. “I’mnothinglike the guys you’ve known, Yulian. I’ll fuck you the hell up before you consider me a stop on your whorish path.”
Something in my chest lights up, which probably shouldn’t happen since he’s threatening me. But I don’t give a fuck, because he said something I can use to my advantage.
“If you don’t want to be a stop…” I trail off, feeling apprehensive all of a sudden.Fuck it.“Don’t run away.”
He frowns.
“Or I will just replace you,” I add with a shrug to hide my wounded pride.
Vaughn shoves his leg between my knees, and I groan when he puts pressure on my cock. “I told you to stop saying shit like that.”
“Then stop running away.”
“You’re the one who did after the last time, Yulian!” He raises his voice the slightest bit, which isn’t like him.
“Well, you were ignoring me and staring at the ceiling. I can take only so many hits to my ego before I’ve had enough.”
He looks stunned for a few seconds. “You…left because I was ignoring you?”
“That’s what I said.”
“I was just thinking. Jesus Christ, God forbid I have a mini existential crisis because of my first gay sex experience. I don’t suck guys’ cocks every day, you know.”
Oh.
“Ohhh. So you were thinking aboutthat? Was it, like, a bad existential crisis or aHoly shit, I love this. How can I get more?crisis? Don’t tell me if it’s the former, and I can totally help if it’s the latter. I’ll consider you my charity project.”
“Fuck you,” he says, but he’s chuckling low, his shoulders vibrating as if a weight has been shoved off of them. “I thought…you were disappointed.”
“Disappointed in what?”
He clears his throat, looking almost bashful, if I’m not imagining things. “My performance or something.”
It takes everything in me not to burst into flames. He’s so fucking adorable when he’s not a grumpy little shit.
“Baby, I’d never be disappointed by anything you do. Besides, everyone starts somewhere—no one is born sucking cock. You had spectacular skills for a novice, butthen again, you had a fucking VIP-level teacher, so it tracks. That’s me, by the way.”
“Shut it, Yulian.”
“Make me.” I lick his lower lip, then bite it, falling back into my bad habits headfirst.
He groans, kissing me with less urgency than earlier, but deeper.
“You’ll be the fucking death of me,” he whispers against my lips.
“Famous last words.” I grin. “Admit it, you always wanted to kiss me.”
“I said.”Kiss. “Shut.”Lick. “The fuck.”Bite.“Up.”
“Mmm, keep making me.” I reach between us, cupping him through his pants, and we grunt as he grows thicker in my palm. “You’re so fucking hard for me, baby.”
