But I couldn’t. She had to decide.
“Oh, yeah.” I thrust against her hand as I kissed her. “You’re such a good girl.”
She moaned into my mouth, rubbing more. Yet, when she pulled back a moment later, breathless with an anxious frown on her face, she shook her head. “But I don’t want to be bred.”
What the fuck?
She’d said that before. It had thrown me for a loop and I’d wondered if I’d heard her right. Then when I thought about it a little more, I realized that Erik and Yusef had probably filled her head with all that bullshit. That she’d be sold and bred.
She’d mentioned how Raisa was bred, which was so far from the truth. But it was clearly a misconception that was branded in her mind. One I bet I could teach her to forget about.
“No.” I took her hand off my erection to hug her closer. “Never, Kalina. No one is going to breed you. You’re not an animal.”
She frowned, lowering her gaze.
Only when I kissed her again did she peer at me nervously.
“You’re not an animal. Not some thing to sell off.” Another hard kiss that softened her further.
“You’re a woman. A beautiful, strong, sexy woman.” I turned to lean with her on the couch until she lay on her back, sucking on my tongue and whimpering into my mouth.
“You’re a good girl,” I praised, shifting until I could put my fingers over her pussy with her legs parted between mine.
“Oh!” She cried out softly, not loud enough to wake Misha.
Back and forth, I stroked her pussy. Already, her panties and pajama bottoms were damp with her need. She was so desperate that I couldn’t bear the thought of her not having relief.
“And I want to make you feel good. So good.” I watched her arch her back as I rubbed her.
“I… I do.”
“Will you let me make you feel even better?” I asked.
She nodded, staring at me with such need that I felt like an ass to have let her go so long without coming. My hands were tied, though. She scared off too quickly each night, and I wasn’t going to make the mistake of pushing her to stay out here with me longer than she was ready to.
“Better?” she asked.
I kept my eyes on her as I dragged my hand higher to slip it under her bottoms and panties. Her brow furrowed as she let me push my fingers back down to her pussy.
“I…”
I smiled, watching her face shift sharply to pleasure. The confusion and nervousness were gone in a flash as I stroked my fingertips over her pussy, slick and warm with the arousal that had already dripped out of her. I caressed her easily.
“Alexsei…” She swallowed hard, giving me such a tortured look of longing and need that I wouldn’t be able to prolong this for long.
I nodded, understanding acutely how turned on she was. Leaning down to kiss her, I began to probe more, fingering her slightly without fully penetrating her.
“Do you want me to take care of you?”
She whined, parting her legs more as if she wasn’t sure how to ask for it. I knew she didn’t know how. That was why I’d be proud to show her.
“Want to be a good girl for me and let me show you how good it can feel?”
I backed up verbally, kissing her and depriving her of a chance to reply. Making out with her as I fingered her gently, I let her build up the courage to go for what she wanted.
When she began to lift her hips toward my hand, I stared down at her.
“I… I don’t know how,” she admitted sweetly.
