“Yes,” I begged. “Please.”
“Tell him,” Cash said, insistent. “Tell him where you want him to come.”
“My ass,” I said, no longer self conscious about any of this. “Come in my ass.Come in my ass!”
He was already spasming inside me before I finished begging, adding his load to Cash’s. Rather than burying deep and holding it there, he kept moving while he came, tiny little thrusts that felt involuntary rather than intentional. His palms ran over my shoulders, my back, my ass, like he needed to savor every inch of me until his balls were dry and he couldn’t move.
For a second, I forgot the storm. Forgot the van. Forgot everything except the way the air between us felt like it was charged with something only the three of us could feel. My hands were still braced against the equipment boxes, my chest rising too fast, my head buzzing with that strange mix of powerand softness that always came after the fire of pleasure burned out.
Cash’s voice came quiet and steady, “You good, Roxie?”
I nodded, the word sticking in my throat before I got it out. “Yeah,” I said. “I’m good.Reallygood. And I’m already thinking about…”
I glanced back at Milo, then over at Cash.
“…about thenexttime we do this.”
43
Cash
I’d had anal sex before.
It wasn’t my favorite, but I enjoyed it occasionally. Variety was the spice of life, as poet William Cowper once said.
But doing it with Roxie?
I wasn’t sure why, but it was so much better than all the other times I’d experienced it. Maybe it was because Milo was the one who suggested it. No, not suggested—commanded,as part of our game.
Or maybe it was the fact that I got to be Roxie’s first.
We’d had sex enough times by now that I felt like I knew her. What she liked and didn’t like, and all the little non-verbal communication that happened between two people when they coupled. I could tell she was nervous. I couldfeelthe way she tensed around me at the very beginning, her mind willing but her body resistant. I didn’t think it would happen. A failed attempt, no big deal, maybe we would all try another time.
But then she relaxed andloved it.
As I replayed the whole thing in my head later that night, in the confines of my bunk, I realized that was it. Taking her anal virginity, seeing her slowly surrender to the forbidden pleasure, was hotter than anything I had ever done with a woman.
And when she gazed over her shoulder at me, eyes full of shock and surprise and lust? I came apart. Even just thinking about it now, several hours later, made me instantly hard.
A text message interrupted my reminiscing.
Milo: holy fucking shit dude that waz bonkers
Me: I was, quite literally, just thinking the same thing.
Milo: wasnt sure i should suggest it during the game. vi told me roxie’d never had anal b4 and that she seemd intrigued but i was terrified it wld be mistake
Me: I’m glad you suggested it. But I wish you would learn to text with proper punctuation and spelling.
In the other bunk, I heard Milo chuckling.
Milo: i didnt hv a phone til i waz older so i didnt lern to text like u
Milo: im glad she suggested the game it ws super hot. in a totally not-gay way.
Me: You don’t have to add any qualifiers. Nobody doubts your straightness.
Milo: jus making sure cuz my hand brushed ur balls when I reached down to rub her clit
