“Can we… Can we go to your place?” I didn’t want to be alone in the space where I had almost disappeared. I wanted to go somewhere where I could be surrounded by him. And…
And I wanted to feel him inside of me. Fully. Driving away all of my darkness.
Alek heard the meaning behind my words, the ones I hadn’t asked because I knew once I walked through his front door, I would be leaving my virginity behind. It was a silent promise between us, a code we’d written together.
His gaze turned hungry, though he tried to rein himself back, blinking a few times, his eyes getting bluer with each one. “Of course. We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to. I can make up a guest room for you, and?—”
But I silenced him with another kiss.
“I want everything,” I mumbled.
Alek swallowed. “Then you shall have it.”
January 10th
*missed call from Mia*
Mia
Girl… I have crazy tea for you… Girls night stat!!!
WAIT
You and Alek have another date tonight, right???
How’s it going???
Send me pics of your outfit!!
Did he pick you up in a sexy car or something?
OMG did he bring you more flowers?
Are you in love yet?
I’m assuming you’re not answering because you’re madly in love and are planning your wedding.
I better be the maid of honor, you bitch.
You’re fucking, aren’t you?
Evangeline
Mia!!! STOP!!!
Mia
You definitely are.
Use protection!!! I’m not ready to be an aunt yet!
Evangeline
MIA!!!!!
The driveback to my house passed by in a blur. All I could remember was my leg bouncing every time we hit a stoplight and my hand gripping her thigh, ready to tear into her.
No,I told myself.Gentle. Gentle. GENTLE.
