I couldn’t believe it.
It was something I’d only allowed myself to dream about, but it had finally happened.
Life had been an odd mix of relief, hope, and acceptance since I’d admitted to Daisy and Cash that I’d taken Mouse’s life. I knew they hadn’t been expecting the admission, especially not while we’d been in the middle of watching a slightly boring movie on television. But everything had just felt so right in that moment that I’d wanted to put the past behind me… I’d wanted to say goodbye to Mouse and what I’d done. I wanted to accept that in some ways I’d failed her, but in others I hadn’t. I wasn’t sure that was something I would have been able to do if it hadn’t been for my desire to build something with Daisy and Cash. I was eager to be an equal part of the relationship, and I wanted the things Cash had said he wanted for me.
For me towanthis control, not need it.
I wanted to not need to be two people anymore. I wanted the fun-loving, nothing-can-faze-me Sage to meet the fucked-up-in-the-head Sage. No, I didn’t always want to be fucked up in the head, but I wanted to be okay with the fact that that’s what I was right now. Maybe then I’d be able to move past it.
While my relationship with Cash had continued to evolve and blossom in the past few weeks, Daisy and her interest in being with us for real had been the wild card.
But I could finally put those final fears aside.
Daisy loved us.
It was all that mattered.
Cash and Daisy – they were mine now and I’d do whatever it took to keep them. I’d do it for them, but I’d do it for me too.
I watched as Cash’s mouth hovered over Daisy’s. She was trying to force his head back down so he’d kiss her some more.
I didn’t blame her – Cash kissed like a fucking dream.
“Sweetheart,” Cash said softly between the light kisses he allowed her to steal. “Tell us this is what you want,” he said.
Daisy stilled, then she reached for Cash’s hand and guided it down between the juncture of her legs. “If you can’t feel it yet,” she murmured, “You will soon.”
“Fuck,” Cash snarled, then he kissed her hard and began rubbing his hand over her. Daisy writhed beneath him. Cash looked at me and said, “Come feel her, baby. Come feel how ready for us she is.”
I went to him and replaced his hand with mine. Though I wouldn’t have needed to, because I could see the dampness on the material of the thin pants she was wearing. I got caught up in the snare of her gaze as I slowly worked my fingers in a circular pattern between her legs. She moaned and whimpered as Cash and I switched places. Cash went to her head and kissed her, then movedback enough so I could kiss her too. “Daisy,” I whispered against her mouth. “Have you been with a guy before?”
Her eyes were glassy with lust. Color tinged her cheeks as she shook her head.
Cash and I had figured she was a virgin, but we hadn’t been sure. I looked at Cash and saw that his lust had gone to a whole new level.
Like mine.
We’d be the first men to touch her.
To be inside her.
We’d be the last too.
Of that I was certain.
“We’ll take care of you,” I vowed as I kissed her softly.
“I know you will, Sage,” she whispered. “I know you both will.”
Emotion clogged my throat as I leaned back and slid my hands down her body. She was beautifully built. All lush curves that I couldn’t wait to get my hands on. I pushed her shirt up to expose her bra. Cash eased her up to a sitting position to help her get the shirt off and I took complete advantage and kissed her deeply. Her hair was in a messy knot, so I worked the tie free and threw it aside. I let the long strands fall so they covered part of her chest, but only because I wanted to take in the sight of her like that.
With her hair acting as a curtain for her flushed skin and sexy black lace bra.
I didn’t touch her as Cash’s lips skimmed down her neck and his hands released the catch on her bra. She brought her hands up to catch the fabric before it fell away.
It was a reminder of how innocent she truly was.
Before I could reassure her, Cash was there. His mouth was at her ear and he was whispering something to her, but I couldn’t hear what it was.
