“Need you,” I groaned as Cash’s mouth latched onto my neck. His teeth scraped over my skin, causing me to shudder.
“God, I can’t wait,” Cash whispered as he brought his mouth back to mine. “I can’t wait, Sage,” he said, sounding almost distressed.
And I knew why.
Normally he’d bring us both to the brink over and over. Or he’d at least make me hold out. We usually fucked rough and dirty.
But what he wanted, no, needed, was different. He wanted to make love to me. No games, no delayed gratification.
Just us.
But he was worried that I needed more.
“Make love to me, Cash,” I urged. It wasn’t often that I was the one to speak for the both of us, but it was just further proof of how often Cash gave rather than took.
He kissed me long and deep as one hand worked my pants down enough so he could grip my ass. He rolled us so I was lying on top of him. I managed to kick off my pants without taking my mouth off his. Every touch, every kiss was reverent and needy.
Like he was cherishing the contact between us.
Because he was.
I managed to snag the lube from the nightstand drawer. “I want to ride you, Cash,” I murmured against his mouth. “Let me show you how good you make me feel.”
He managed a nod but nothing else.
It wasn’t often that I stole his ability to speak. His eyes were bright with lust and love and I felt my heart constrict painfully in my chest. It felt like we’d turned some invisible corner in our relationship and I couldn’t help but think that part of the reason we’d been able to do that was missing from this intimate moment.
I reached behind me to get Cash’s dick ready. I was fully prepared to get myself ready when Cash said, “Come up here.”
His hands on my hips urged me up his body. I gasped when he sucked my cock to the back of his throat. He tortured me briefly, then popped off and said, “Lube.” He held out his finger and I scrambled to put some lube on it. “Fuck my mouth, Sage. Show me how you want it.”
I moaned at his words and eased my cock into his lush mouth. Part of me wanted to pound into him, especially when his lubed finger began probing my entrance. But he’d wanted me to show him how I wanted him to fuck me.
So I kept my moves slow and deliberate. I rolled my hips as I fucked myself on his finger and I relished every pleasurable sensation that went through me. When my body was ready for his, I took him inside of me easily and I fucked his dick like I’d fucked his mouth.
Slow.
Languid.
Like we had all the time in the world.
He played with my body as I took us closer and closer to the edge. He lavished me with words of praise and love and I never took my eyes off his. His hand pumped my dick with the same fluid rhythm that I’d set.
“Fuck, Cash, love you,” I whispered.
He lurched up so that he was sitting upright. His arm wrapped around me to support me as he began thrusting up into me. We kissed as our bodies undulated against one another in a dance that was both familiar and new. There was no frenzied rush as we neared the end. Just us driving each other higher and higher with our bodies and our words. I managed to hold out long enough to feel him come deep inside of me. I held him against my chest as he clung to me, crying out my name and telling me how perfect I was.
Unlike so many of the other times we’d come together and he’d made me hold out, this time there was no command telling me to come.
Just a few softly spoken words in my ear as he held me gently in his grip and pumped my slick dick between his expert fingers until I exploded. I sobbed against him because so much more than just my body had found relief.
Because for once, the noise in my head was completely gone and all I heard were Cash’s words that were proof that something between ushadshifted, but that we were still us.
Love you, my beautiful boy.
Chapter 10
Cash
