Everett had sounded gutted when Ronan had handed him the phone. The older man hadn’t managed more than a few words, not that I could really blame him. I was glad that he at least had Ronan and Nash to lean on while they waited for more news. If the damage turned out to be permanent, Nathan would never forgive himself.
Hell, he’d likely never forgive himself as it stood now.
Even though he’d done nothing wrong.
“I should have seen this coming,” I said as I scrubbed at my face with my hands.
“None of us did,” Dom said. “To go from half-hearted threats to this,” the man said with a shake of his head. “The guy’s obviously not right in the head.”
“I need to talk to Ronan about getting some guys on Nathan and Brody’s parents. I doubt he’d go after them, but who knows,” I said.
Cade spoke up. “Ronan mentioned sending some guys down there to sit on their place in Louisiana. I think he made the call before he got on the plane to Missoula.”
“Good,” I said with a nod.
“Major Fucking St. James,” Cade said with a grin as he looked me over. “What are the odds?”
I chuckled and shook my head. Cade had always been the kind of guy who said exactly what he was thinking. “About as good as you getting married, I guess.”
Dom snorted and Cade shrugged. “If you saw my husband, you wouldn’t be saying that.”
“Jesus, Cade, are you ever going to remember that’s my little brother you’re talking about when you say shit like that?” Dom said.
“What about you?” I said to Dom. “You said you were married and with kids, no less.”
Dom nodded. “Four kids,” he confirmed. “Eli is our oldest, then Tristan. Tanner’s almost ten and Sylvie’s five. Logan and I have been together for almost eleven years now.”
“And if I’m not mistaken, there’s talk about maybe another baby on the way,” Cade remarked casually.
Dom took a swipe at his brother-in-law. “Just trying to keep up with you and your brood. Five kids,” Dom added as he jerked his chin towards Cade.
I shook my head as I watched the two men. I hadn’t even known them to be friends in the military before I’d been discharged, but looking at them now, they were so much more than that. I hated the regret that lanced through me as I once again considered how different my life would have been if I’d said yes to Dom all those years ago.
“What about you?” Dom asked. “You and Nathan, that’s…unexpected.”
I laughed. He had no idea.
“Yeah, didn’t really see it coming,” I admitted.
“Ronan told us what happened to your…to David,” Cade said quietly. “And your brother.”
I nodded. Since I hadn’t told Ronan about either man, I had to assume he’d heard it from Everett at some point. Surprisingly, it didn’t anger me.
“Things didn’t quite work out as expected,” was all I said.
“They rarely do,” Dom murmured. “When I lost my wife to cancer, I figured life was about waiting until my own number came up so I could be with her again. But life decided to throw me a curveball and sent me Logan. Not everyone’s lucky enough to get a second soulmate,” he said. His eyes pinned mine. “Hopefully you’re smart enough to recognize it when it happens to you.”
I sighed, because it didn’t take a genius to figure out what he was saying. “Second chances don’t do you a bit of good if you aren’t in any position to accept them.”
“Vincent-” Cade began, but I put up my hand.
“Not all choices can be undone. I know that better than anyone.” Before either man could say anything, I straightened and said, “I should go check on Nathan.”
I was glad when they didn’t try to stop me. As I reached the front foyer where we’d entered the house, I saw Ethan coming down the stairs. He smiled at me and stopped when he reached thebottom step. “Wasn’t sure I’d ever get the chance to thank you,” he said softly.
“No thanks necessary,” I automatically said.
He cocked his head at me, but didn’t say anything.
