He took.
He was with me one hundred percent and he put every part of himself into those kisses. I knew he was nervous; how could he not be? But it wasn’t enough to stop him. I’d given him so many outs that he could have taken any one of them and I would have let him walk away.
But he was still here, his hard body pressing up against mine, trying to get closer.
I could feel his cock growing hard against mine and I cursed the fabric separating us. I reared back and quickly climbed to my feet so I could shuck the rest of my clothes. I half expected him to just lie there, but he shocked me when he quickly scrambled out of his pants. I nearly tripped in my eagerness to escape my clothing, but when I saw Nathan’s hand move to his cock to begin stroking it as he watched me undress, I nearly came then and there.
Fuck, how the hell was I going to stay in control long enough to make this good for him?
I barely managed to remember to grab the condom and packet of lube from my wallet before I fell to my knees in front of him and just drank in the sight of him. Legs splayed, fingers gripping his rock-hard dick, chest rising and falling with heavy breaths, eyes twinkling with a mix of excitement and fear.
“Nathan-”
“Don’t,” he cut in, and then he was sitting up. “Don’t you dare give me another out.”
His fingers curled around the back of my head and then he was pulling me to his mouth for a searing kiss. “I’m so very ready, Vincent,” he murmured against my lips. “I’ve been waiting so long for this…for you.”
I knew I shouldn’t put more behind the words than he’d meant, but that was exactly what I did as I pushed him down into the grass and settled my weight on top of him. He might have meant he’d been waiting for someone like me, but that dark, lonely part of my heart that had appeared after I’d lost David chose to believe he really did mean me.
I took my time kissing Nathan before I worked my way down his body. I let my fingers skim over the bruise on his side, but I didn’t let them linger because I didn’t want to be reminded of how close I’d come to losing him.
Losing him?
He wasn’t fucking mine.
I needed to remember that.
“Vincent, please,” Nathan cried out as I licked over the ridges of hisabdomen, tasting both the remnants of his cum and the sweetness of the pre-cum that was streaming from the head of his dick. I looked up to see that he was on the verge of losing it. I wasn’t doing much better.
“Turn over,” I said as I used my hands to urge him onto his stomach. He hesitated for the briefest of moments, likely because his nerves were starting to take over. But he did it, and I sat back enough so I could take in the sight of his gorgeous back and perfectly-shaped ass. I wished like hell I’d managed to talk him into going back to the house for this encounter because the light was fading fast and I felt like I needed hours just to get my fill of him visually. But it wasn’t like my dick was going to wait patiently in the wings.
I settled over his back, leaving no space between us, my cock nestled against his ass. As I nibbled on the back of his neck and along his collarbone, I shifted my hips until my dick was actually in his crease. Enough moisture was seeping from the head of my dick that it only took a few glides between his firm muscles to distribute the natural lubricant.
Nathan’s arms were folded beneath him, supporting his head. I stole kisses now and then, but mostly focused on letting my shaft brush back and forth over his hole. Within a matter of minutes, Nathan was humping the ground beneath him. Since I knew he’d likely end up making himself come that way, I forced myself to sit up and straddled his muscular thighs as I searched out the packet of lube. My fingers shook as I got some of the cool substance on them. I braced myself so that my face was near Nathan’s as I rubbed the pad of my thumb over his entrance. The position allowed me to see and hear the things he wasn’t saying. Not that he needed to say anything, considering his whole body had locked up tight as soon as I’d placed my finger against him.
“Relax, baby. Just feel, okay?”
He nodded and I felt him take in a really deep breath. I kept my touch light as I played with his opening. I placed kisses along his shoulder, neck, and cheek as I gently massaged him. When he began pushing against my finger, I knew he was finally letting himselfenjoy the sensation rather than getting hung up in the anticipation of what was coming.
I murmured inconsequential things in his ear, but it wasn’t until he turned his head and hungrily sought out my mouth that I knew he was ready for more. I kissed him deeply just as I pushed my finger inside of him. He hissed into my mouth and squeezed his eyes shut.
“Just breathe, Nate,” I whispered as I stilled my hand.
He nodded and did as I said. I’d only bottomed on a few occasions, but I still remembered my first time and everything it had entailed. David and I had still been incredibly young when we’d started having sex, so our inexperience had worked against us in a lot of ways. We hadn’t understood the concept of taking it slow and preparing each other…we’d just been too eager to be together in every way.
As badly as I wanted Nathan, I wasn’t that naïve, inexperienced kid. I waited until Nathan’s body stopped fighting before I added a bit more pressure. Just as he tensed up again, I pulled my finger out a little and then pushed forward.
“Fuck,” Nathan moaned.
My heart surged into my throat when Nathan’s fingers suddenly closed around mine where I had my hand pressed against the ground by his head. I let him link our hands and then I leaned down and kissed him hard.
“So fucking beautiful, Nate,” I said softly, and then I pushed my finger deep inside of him. Another guttural moan tore free of Nathan’s throat, but he kissed me back without hesitation. I was deep enough to search out the bundle of nerves I knew would change the game entirely. The second I rubbed over his prostate, Nathan let out a ragged shout and bucked his hips up against my finger. I managed not to plunge any deeper into him. As I began massaging him, he let out little grunts and groans.
“Vincent, I need…I need…”
I kissed him. “I know what you need, baby,” I said against his mouth, and then I pushed my finger all the way inside of him. Hecried out, but not in pain. I pulled my finger out, then plunged it right back in.
“Yes! God, yes!” he shouted as he tried to push back against me. I’d settled more of my weight onto his back, so I was truly in control now. I nipped, licked, and sucked every piece of skin I could reach with my mouth as I began finger-fucking him in earnest. He barely seemed to notice when I added a second finger. The words falling from his lips made no sense, but I understood exactly what he was saying.
