Learning.
The air around us grew heavy with something more intense than mere passion. And I was afraid to try to figure out what it was as I stared at Nathan and he stared at me.
I reached up to grab him by the back of the neck and dragged him down for a kiss. Then I was rolling him beneath me. I kissed him long and hard before I eased off and just sipped at his lips.
“Tell me what you want.”
His dark eyes held mine. “Everything,” was all he said.
My heart leapt into my throat. I knew this was a supremely bad idea, but I also knew I wasn’t going to be the one to stop it. He’d have to do that.
I couldn’t.
I wouldn’t.
I needed this too badly…him. I neededhimtoo badly.
“Let’s go to my room,” I said as I licked over his lower lip before sucking it between my own lips.
Nathan’s hands were on the backs of my arms, so when I went to shift off him, he tightened his grip.
“No, here,” he said. “I want it to be here.”
“Nate-”
“Here, Vincent. Just like this. Please.”
He’d had me at Vincent, but I didn’t tell him that. Instead, I nodded and then I leaned down to seal my mouth over his.
Chapter 15
Nathan
I was scared shitless.There was just no way around it. Because I knew what I was asking for. And there would be no coming back from it.
I hoped that Vincent couldn’t feel the nerves that were threatening to consume me. It was humiliating enough to be the singular person in this encounter who had no clue what to expect. And if it turned out to be anything like the first time I’d had sex with a girl, I wasn’t sure what I’d do.
“Tell me what you’re thinking,” Vincent murmured against my mouth.
“Noth…nothing,” I stammered.
“You’re shaking like a leaf. And while I’m good, I’m notthatgood,” he said with a small smile as he placed soft kisses along my jaw.
I doubted that, because I knew part of the reason I was shaking so badwasbecause of what he was doing to me. Even the mere act of his heavy weight pressing me into the cool, soft grass had all my cylinders firing. Add in the drugging kisses and I was pretty much a goner. If I hadn’t been clueless as to what to do next, I would have jumped him for sure.
His lightness caught me off guard, so I didn’t have time to shore up my defenses.
“I was thinking about my first time.” At his questioning look, I quickly said, “With a girl.”
A light rumble of laughter went through him. “I’m definitely losing my touch.”
It took me a moment to realize what he was saying, and I let out a bark of laughter as I realized what my statement must have sounded like. The humor helped ease some of the tension, and I flopped my head back on the grass and closed my eyes.
“Sorry,” I muttered. “I’m messing this up.”
Vincent suddenly ground his hips against mine, causing our cocks to slide over one another. I let out a sharp moan.
“Unless you tell me to fuck off, I’m not going anywhere.” His fingers skirted through my hair and then he kissed me again. “Talk to me, Nate.”
