I shook my head because it hadn’t been something I’d everworried about. “I trust you, Cain. I know you’d never put me at risk. I tested negative too.”
He nodded. “Where do you want me?” he asked, his eyes going dark with need.
“Shower?” I suggested.
He chuckled…a sound I was quickly growing to love and hoped I’d hear a lot in the days and years to come. “This will already be our third shower together,” he said with a smile.
My thoughts drifted back to that first one. It seemed like a lifetime ago. “I felt it even then,” I said softly. “That first time in the shower,” I clarified.
“Felt what?”
“That you were going to change everything for me.”
“I did too,” he admitted. “Though I didn’t want to face it. I’d convinced myself it was some fluke, the attraction I had for you. I…I went outside that night and jerked off. I tried to think of a woman I’d been with while I was doing it, but all that kept coming to mind was you. Your eyes, the feel of your skin, how good you tasted when I kissed your shoulder.”
“I thought I’d imagined that part,” I said as I lay there, completely shocked that he’d felt some of the same things I’d felt in that shower. The image of him jerking off to thoughts of me was increasing my lust tenfold. “Shower,” I said as I pushed at his shoulders to get him to move off me. I didn’t care in the least that I was totally naked as I grabbed his hand and dragged him to the bathroom. This time, I pushed him into the stall first once I had the water running. I maneuvered him so his back was to the wall and kissed him hard before working my way down his body. I was careful to keep glancing up at him to make sure he was okay as I neared his lower half. I sank to my knees and let my eyes connect with his. His blue eyes were full of hunger as he nodded. I could tell he was a little nervous, but not enough that had me worried he wasn’t ready for this.
I didn’t rush anything, despite how hard we both were. I let my eyes roam over Cain’s thick shaft. He was beautifully built andthicker than I’d realized, though that shouldn’t have surprised me considering how full I’d felt the night before when he’d slid into me. He was bigger than Eric, but despite that and the fact that he’d never been with a man before, he’d still been gentler with me than Eric had ever been, even when he’d taken my virginity.
I pushed thoughts of my ex out of my head and focused on the amazing man before me. I nuzzled his cock before tentatively licking the length of the entire shaft. I’d performed oral sex on Eric countless times and he’d been an exacting teacher, so I knew how to bring Cain pleasure, but I still couldn’t help but be nervous. I shifted my eyes up to make sure Cain was still good and saw that he had his head pressed back against the wall and his eyes were closed. I licked him a few more times and then teased his balls with gentle licks and kisses. It wasn’t until he groaned my name that I shifted enough to be able to suck his crown into my mouth. His hips immediately punched forward and I automatically grabbed his base with my hand so he wouldn’t instinctively shove his cock down my throat since that was what I was used to. But unlike Eric, I knew Cain wouldn’t take pleasure in watching me gag on his flesh as he used my mouth.
I cursed myself for letting Eric get into my head again. I took more of Cain’s stiffness into my mouth and sucked gently. I felt Cain’s hand settle on my head, but he didn’t try to control me or hold me in place so he could jam his cock down my throat. I was disappointed in myself that I’d even thought such a thing was a possibility, but I figured, like Cain, I had to knock some holes in my own walls before they’d completely fall.
It took just a couple of minutes to relax my gag reflex enough to deep throat Cain’s cock and I languished in the sensation of him filling me so completely, but in such a different way. I loved that he was letting me control the pace, though I knew there’d be a day where I would revel in him fucking my mouth however he wanted.
“Fuck, so good, Ethan,” I heard Cain say and I lifted my eyes so I could look at him. His face was drawn tight with lust and I marveled at the way he watched me. His finger came up to strokemy cheek gently as he began thrusting in and out of my mouth in soft, short glides. I rolled his balls in my hand as I increased the suction. Cain’s eyes closed again and then both his hands were in my hair. He fucked my mouth harder, but never gave me more than I could handle. He was just as aware of me as I was of him.
I used my free hand to stroke my own cock as I worked Cain over. His pulsing flesh was proof of how close he was. He was panting heavily now and the sound had my own orgasm nipping at the edge of my sanity. I wanted Cain to come before me, so I released my dick and reached up to grab his ass like I had the night before. I forced him forward as deep as he could go, ignoring the stinging in my eyes as my gag reflex started to kick in. I risked letting my fingers slide through his crease and when he didn’t jerk away from my touch, I pressed one of my fingers over his hole. Cain let out a rough curse and then he took over, surging into my mouth and then back against my finger. He came within a matter of seconds. As the first ropes of cum trickled down my throat, I grabbed my dick and jerked hard and fast. He was still spewing in my mouth as my own release hit me. I cried out around his dick and then tore my mouth away as the orgasm consumed me. I felt cum hitting my mouth and chin, but didn’t care because I was too blinded by my own climax to do anything but glide my hand up and down my wet shaft so I could ride out every second of the blissful pleasure. I was being dragged to my feet moments later and then a heavy mouth was crashing down on mine.
I was stunned when Cain licked up the remnants of his cum. It was something Eric had hated with a passion. But that wasn’t enough for Cain because then he was grabbing my hand and licking my fingers clean before the water could wash away what was left of my own juices. Then Cain’s mouth was back on mine and I could taste our mixed flavors as he kissed me.
When the pleasantness of the orgasms began to fade, we washed each other off, facing each other this time. Cain didn’t seem to have any problem with my hands anywhere on him, including his backside.
“How hungry are you?” Cain asked once we were done washingeach other and he pulled me into his arms and began brushing light kisses on my lips.
“I could eat,” I said. “Or not,” I added when I felt his dick stirring against me.
Cain turned us so that my back was to the wall of the shower. He began kissing me hungrily and my ass flexed in excitement. “Let me go get the lube and a condom,” I murmured, though I was very tempted to go without the condom. But despite testing negative, I’d need to be tested again in a couple of months to make sure I was one hundred percent safe, so I knew that wasn’t an option yet.
“Don’t need them,” Cain murmured against my lip.
I was about to protest, but shut my mouth when Cain suddenly sank to his knees in front of me. “Cain, you don’t have to,” I said when he studied my dick for several long seconds. Yes, I wanted like hell for him to take me into his mouth, especially since it would be a first for me just like it had been for him, but I didn’t want him doing something he wasn’t ready for.
But he ignored me and gave me a long lick that had my toes curling. He had my dick completely hard again with just a few touches of his silky tongue and then he was sucking me into his mouth.
I didn’t argue again after that because as he pulled me deeper and deeper into his mouth and went to town with the suction factor, I knew the answer to my question.
He was very, very ready.
“Ethan, wake up.”
The urgency in Cain’s voice got through to me like nothing else could. My limbs felt heavy and sluggish as I jerked awake. My ass was deliciously sore as I sat up, but I ignored the sensation as I searched out Cain who was sitting on the edge of the bed, jerking his pants on.
“What? What is it?” I asked as I automatically threw the blanketoff me and climbed out of the opposite side of the bed. I ignored my nudity as I began searching out my own clothes.
“We need to go.”
“Did something happen?” I asked as I found my clothes sitting neatly on the dresser. I hadn’t remembered putting them there after Cain had plucked them off me the night before. He must have folded them himself at some point after I’d fallen asleep after we’d made love. After our lovefest in the shower the previous day, we’d gotten cleaned up and gone to get some breakfast from the drive through of a fast food restaurant. We’d taken the meal to a secluded nature area near the hotel and had sat at one of the picnic tables to eat. The air had been cool around us so there’d been no other people in the park which meant there’d been no worry that I might be recognized. After eating, we’d even gone for a walk during which Cain had held my hand the entire time. Once we’d arrived back at the hotel, we’d spent the day and night in bed, wrapped around each other until I didn’t know where I ended and Cain began. We’d stopped feasting on each other’s bodies only long enough to order room service. I’d lost count of how many times Cain had fucked me, but it hadn’t been enough.
