It was then that Jonas began moving and whatever control Cole had disappeared as Jonas and I took over his pleasure. Cole clung to Jonas as we ramped up the pace, the lube making our movements easier. Jonas didn’t have as much free rein to move as I did, but he still managed full, deep thrusts that had me seeing stars, so I knew Cole had to be on a whole other plane of awareness. Within minutes, we were all groaning and Cole’s body was so slick with sweat that I had to dig my fingers into his sides to maintain my hold on him. My hair clung to my face as I drove into Cole, but I didn’t want to stop for even a second to push it off. Cole was writhing between us as Jonas began jerking him more frantically and I could tell he was close.
I leaned my body over Cole’s back, bracing myself with my hands so Jonas wasn’t carrying our combined weight. “So fucking hot, Cole,” I muttered against his ear as I began ruthlessly fucking into him. I bit into his shoulder before saying, “Come for us, baby. Make us feel that tight ass trying to keep us both inside of you.”
Cole’s breath was coming in short bursts as he began bucking beneath me, trying to get us both deeper. “So close,” he said with a guttural moan.
I nodded to Jonas. A moment later he thrust into Cole hard.
“Yes!” Cole shouted and Jonas did it again. Every time Jonas pushed in, I pulled out. The rest of the words that fell from Cole’s mouth was just gibberish because his orgasm took over and his inner muscles clamped down on me and Jonas so hard that we both stopped moving for fear we’d inadvertently hurt Cole if we kept up our brutal thrusts. My own release threatened to knock me on my ass with its intensity and I pressed my mouth against the back of Cole’s neck to stifle my scream of pleasure. Liquid heat bathed my cock and I knew the release wasn’t all mine because I heard Jonas cry out Cole’s name even as his hands closed around my wrists. Wave after wave of pleasure rolled through all of us and my body shook violently as the climax rose and crested over and over again. By the time the pleasure began to fade, my entire body pinned Cole flat against Jonas and mycock was still trying to empty itself inside of Cole even though it had nothing left to give.
We were all in a daze as we lay there trying to catch our breath.
“Cole,” I whispered against Cole’s ear because he was just a little too quiet.
“So worth it,” he said softly as he turned his head.
“What is?” I asked as I placed soft kisses on his brow.
“Not being able to walk tomorrow.”
I chuckled and then leaned past him to kiss Jonas. “Love you both so much,” I murmured. Jonas told me he loved me, but I barely understood Cole’s words because his eyes had drifted shut and I knew he’d be out within a minute or two. I reluctantly withdrew from him which he surprisingly barely noticed and then I gently worked Jonas’s cock free. I went to the bathroom to get some washcloths and returned to the bed and cleaned both my men off. Jonas was cradling Cole against his chest and murmuring softly to him. I tossed the washcloths on the nightstand and then grabbed the edge of the comforter. I lay down at Cole’s back and pulled the comforter across the three of us as best I could.
Jonas linked his fingers with mine where they were resting on Cole’s side. “Did you mean it?” he whispered.
“Mean what?” I asked.
“A kid with blue eyes…do you really want that?” he asked.
My thoughts drifted to where they always did whenever kids were mentioned. But the memory of my son no longer paralyzed me like it used to. Instead, there was a feeling of warmth and I remembered the years I’d had with him and not the ones I’d lost. The idea of sharing that kind of joy with my men was something I couldn’t even put words to.
“I meant it,” I said. “Just like I meant it when I told Memphis I wanted the whole wedding thing.”
Jonas smiled and I saw his eyes go bright with unshed tears. He pulled my hand up to his mouth and kissed the knuckles. “I want that too.”
“Me too,” Cole said softly between us and I smiled. I leaned down to kiss his cheek.
“Sleep, baby,” I said softly. “We’ll talk about it tomorrow.” I looked at Jonas and said, “All of it.”
Jonas nodded and then he snuggled closer to Cole and shut his eyes. And a few minutes later as their breathing evened out, I closed my eyes and dreamed of blue eyed, dark haired sons and daughters.
Chapter 14
Ronan
“Merry Christmas, Ronan,”I heard Seth whisper into my ear. He was curled at my back and I could feel his lips press against my shoulder.
“It’s only Christmas eve,” I reminded him as I turned over to face him.
His fingers came up to play with my hair. “Every day has felt like Christmas,” he said softly.
I knew exactly what he meant. It had only been a few days since our lives had been irrevocably changed and we were still riding the high of the realization that we were fathers and that we finally had the family we’d always dreamed of.
Neither of us were foolish enough to believe things would be easy with suddenly taking in three very traumatized kids, but there’d been a moment last night where we’d both just known that things would be okay. It hadn’t been some dramatic turn of events where all three kids were declaring their love for us and calling usDador anything…no, it had been much subtler than that.
Seth and I had made dinner and had set the table like we had all the previous nights, but instead of Willow and the younger kids appearing and taking their plates and going back to the singlebedroom they’d insisted on sharing, they’d actually sat down at the table with us. No, there hadn’t been a lot of conversation or anything, but when we’d finished, they’d helped us clear the table and they’d each said their thank yous to us. When Seth had suggested we watch a movie together, the trio had “spoken” to one another using sign language and then Willow had said yes. We’d ended up watching a family-friendly cartoon movie with the subtitles turned on together in the den. Jamie had sat next to Seth and eventually fallen asleep against him. And instead of picking any of the several pieces of furniture to sit on, Willow had sat down next to me with Nicole on her other side. Bullet had ended up draped over Nicole’s lap.
And just like that with a shared meal and all of us piled onto one couch with bowls of popcorn between us, we’d become a family.
“It has,” I said as I leaned in to kiss him. A glance at the clock showed we had a couple of hours before we needed to start getting ready to head to the island house for the wedding, but before I could even get up to lock the door so Seth and I could have some private time, I heard it swing open. We’d been locking the door at night when we made love, but afterwards we unlocked and left it partially open so we could hear the kids if they needed something. We’d also started wearing pajama bottoms which we’d both laughed about sincethathad been an adjustment in itself.
