Color flooded his cheeks and it hit me what he was saying. “An erection?” I asked.
He nodded. “I mean, I wake up with one sometimes, but when I touch myself…” He let out a rough laugh. “God, I can’t even get this part right!”
“What part?” I asked as I stroked his biceps in the hopes I could get a jumpstart on warming him up.
“Seducing you,” he said in exasperation. “Turning you on.”
I smiled at that. “You came here to seduce me?” I asked.
He nodded miserably.
“Baby,” I said as I used my hands to tilt his head up. “You don’t even have to be in the same room as me to turn me on.” I kissed him until he was moaning. “And you can practice your seduction skills on me any damn time you want.”
Levi pushed into my arms without another word. I let him take control of the kiss even as steam from the shower began to envelop us in damp heat. I forced myself to step back from him and then pushed my sleep pants off my hips. I wasn’t wearing a shirt, so once the pants were off, I didn’t give Levi time to obsess over my size. With my build, I was proportionally sized, but to someone like Levi with his history, I knew I was likely intimidating, especially considering how hard he’d made me.
I let the water rain down over me as I watched Levi struggle with what to do next. I could tell he was nervous about revealing the rest of his body, but that didn’t surprise me after what he’d told me. I kept my eyes on his in the hopes he’d understand my silent message that he didn’t need to do this. A full minute passed before he finally went for the button on his jeans. As he undressed, I held his gaze and once he was naked, I extended my hand to him. I felt rather than saw that, true to his word, he wasn’t hard, but I didn’t care since he felt so good pressed up against my body.
“So perfect,” I murmured against his mouth. His arms went around my neck and I carefully pulled him against me until we were flush from thigh to chest. He tensed briefly when my cock came into contact with his, but he didn’t pull away.
“If I do anything you don’t want, tell me. You’re in control here, Levi,” I said as I pressed kisses to his jawline and neck. The sight of the fresh bruises threatened to stir my anger, but I managed to quell the urge to go hunt down both his father and T and beat the ever-loving hell out of them just because I could.
“I’m scared,” he said. I could tell the admission had been a hard one, because he had trouble looking at me even when I urged his chin up. I waited until he finally raised his eyes.
“I know you are,” I whispered. “But nothing happens that youdon’t want. I’d cut off my own arm before I ever raised it against you.”
He nodded and then he stretched up so he could get his arms all the way around my neck. He pressed his head against my chest. I held him for a long time before I began letting my hands roam over his back, steering clear of his ass. I waited until he initiated another kiss before I began exploring his front. I stroked up and down his sides, making sure not to linger on his scarred skin. I caressed his thighs, but didn’t touch his cock. All the while, I plied him with deep kisses that kept him on the edge. It didn’t take long until his desperation returned, and with it, I finally felt his cock stir against mine. But I still refused to focus any attention on it. I risked gripping his ass now and again, but I never held him for more than a few seconds before my hands moved on.
Within minutes, his erection had grown and he began grinding his pelvis against mine. I wondered if he even realized he was doing it. It was hard to tell because he’d become so desperate that he was clinging to me like he’d never let go.
“Phoenix,” he finally called out. His eyes had gone dark, the light green giving way to his dilating pupils.
“I’ve got you,” I reassured him. I let my hand skate down his belly to his groin, but I didn’t touch his hardness. It wasn’t until he pressed his cock against my hand that I finally gave him what he wanted and let my palm briefly cup his shaft.
“Oh, God,” he cried. His fingers bit into my shoulders even as he pulled back so he could watch my hand.
I took my time tracing the larger veins and the ridge beneath the perfectly shaped mushroom head. Levi wasn’t big, which wasn’t a surprise given his size, but he had a gorgeous cock and I wanted so badly to sink to my knees to taste him. But I wasn’t sure if he was ready.
I closed my hand around his dick and began stroking and was rewarded with throaty moans of pleasure. There was only the slightest hesitation before Levi began fucking my hand.
“That’s it,” I whispered as I dropped my mouth to his ear. “Fuck my hand, baby. Pretend it’s my ass…hungry for you to fill it up.”
The dirty talk had Levi whimpering and pumping his dick into my hand. I wondered if he’d ever actually fucked another guy. My guess was no, since he seemed completely overwhelmed by everything that was happening to him.
I let my mouth trail along his cheek until I reached his lips. I kissed him hard and said, “I want to taste you. Can I?”
His breath was seesawing in and out of him. His eyes met mine and I saw the mix of passion and confusion in them.
Yeah, he definitely had no clue what was happening to his body. If he’d orgasmed before, it was nothing compared to what he was about to experience.
And I really wanted to have his dick shoved down my throat when he did.
“You want…you want…”
“I want to suck your beautiful cock,” I supplied since I could tell he was too embarrassed to voice the thought.
I eased my stroking of his dick so he could come down enough to think. But the second I loosened my hand, he yelled, “No!”
I thought he was talking about me blowing him, but then he shook his head and said, “Yes! I mean, don’t stop. Please...taste me like you said. I…I got tested after T…after he…”
