He nodded and then drew in some air, presumably to make it possible to speak. “I do, more than anything.”
“I love you,” I whispered and then kissed him again before pulling back and carefully removing my fingers. Tristan kissed Memphis and shared the same words of love as I got into position. Tristan had already rolled him up on to his side and as soon as I was behind Memphis, Tristan helped us roll back so that I was lying on my back beneath Memphis, his back to my front. I wrapped my arms around him to support him and sought out his mouth. He was still panting, but he returned my kiss with fervor.
We were all working on instinct so we fumbled with the positions for a moment and then I felt Tristan’s hand on my cock. He guided me to Memphis’s opening and I gently pushed into him, taking my time to let him adjust. He groaned above me and closed his eyes. I felt his fingers clutch at my hands where they were holding onto his chest and stomach. I saw Tristan give Memphis’s cock several gentle tugs, and then he was reaching for a condom and the lube. As Tristan got himself ready, I thrust into Memphis until I was fully seated.
“Yes,” he sighed when I bottomed out. “More,” he asked softly and I began to slide in and out of him. I made sure my thrusts were slow and deep, enough to drive him higher, but not so high that he would go over with just a little stimulation. He was moaning heavily by the time Tristan shifted into position and when my eyes connected with Tristan’s, I stopped moving.
“Baby, are you ready for us?” I asked as I kissed his neck.
“Yes,” he said brokenly as he tried to roll his hips. I steadied him with my hands and shifted my legs and his to give Tristan room. I felt Tristan’s cock against mine a second before Memphis moaned and I said a silent prayer that I could hold it together long enough to make this perfect for both of my men.
Chapter 26
TRISTAN
I ignoredthe trembling in my fingers as I held my cock in place. I glanced up for only the briefest of seconds to make sure Memphis was okay and saw his dark gaze on mine, his lips parted and his fingers clutching Brennan’s hand where it was resting on his chest. I would have liked to have kept my eyes on him, but I needed to focus on controlling my entry into his body. So I dropped my eyes and watched the head of my dick pierce his already-filled hole. I was hyperaware of everything at that point. All the sounds both Memphis and Brennan were making, their breathing, my own, the feel of Brennan’s cock beneath mine…
I’d only been inside of Brennan a couple of times, so I still wasn’t used to the intense heat and pressure, but it was amplified a thousand times over as the head of my cock disappeared into Memphis’s body. Logically, I knew I needed to use more force to gain entry, but my brain warred with itself that I might be hurting Memphis. I’d understood his need for this act – I’d been in the same position myself the first time my men had made love to me. The desperation to feel complete…to feel whole. It was that memory that had me continuing my slow, steady forward motion. I used my arms to support Memphis’s legs as I pushed them high and wide, angling his hips in a way that made it a little easier to enter him. I was sweating heavily by the time my crown completely disappeared inside of him and when I looked up to check on both of my men, Memphis had his face buried against Brennan’s neck. I couldn’t hear what Brennan was saying to him, but Memphis was nodding. His breaths were coming in harsh gasps and even though I knew he was struggling to accept the added pressure, I saw nothing that indicated he wanted it to stop. When my eyes connected with Brennan’s, he nodded at me.
It took a couple of minutes to bury the rest of my shaft into Memphis’s tightness and when I was in as far as I could go, I held there so he could adjust. My head felt like it was going to explode from the impossible pressure along with the sensation of Brennan’s cock against mine. I needed to move so badly, but I didn’t dare. So instead, I ran my hand over Memphis’s stomach and then up his chest until my fingers met their combined ones.
“Memphis,” I said softly and he opened his eyes to look at me. “You’re safe,” I whispered.
Tears flooded his eyes and he nodded and I knew my instincts had been right. For all the times Memphis had been with us, he hadn’t given himself completely to us…to our keeping. He’d always held a piece of himself back…that piece that Drake had shattered with his cruelty, giving Memphis no choice but to hide it away. It had taken an immeasurable amount of trust for him to let us have his body in this way, but to give up that part of himself that he’d protected behind a façade of not needing anyone, of not caring what people thought of him, of not believing he could have more…it made my heart explode with how much I loved him. How much I loved both of them.
I gave Memphis another moment to adjust and then slowly pulled out of him before gently sliding back in. He let out a strangled moan and dropped his head back against Brennan’s shoulder. Brennan remained perfectly still as I set the pace, but once Memphis began trying to move his hips again to meet my careful thrusts, Brennan moved. The impact was devastating in the best way possible. I cried out at how good it felt to have his dick slidingagainst mine as he slid forward at the same time as me. Memphis groaned, but I knew he wasn’t in pain because I heard him whisper, “More,” as he reached for his dick. I pushed his hand away and began dragging my hand up and down his cock to match the rhythm Brennan and I had set. Within minutes, all three of us were a mass of hot flesh, throaty moans and desperate movements. My own orgasm was threatening to blow my head off, but I held it off and increased my lunges into Memphis’s body. His dick pulsed between my fingers and I knew it wouldn’t take much more to set him off. I nodded at Brennan who was watching me intently, his flushed face evidence that he wouldn’t be far behind.
“Come for your boys, Memphis,” Brennan whispered in Memphis’s ear and then he bit down on it gently.
I shoved into Memphis hard and deep over and over as I increased the tempo on his cock. His whole body locked up tight and Brennan and I both groaned when his ass clamped down on our dicks.
“Yes!” Memphis wailed and I saw his face contort in blissful agony at the same time that his cum sprayed over his and Brennan’s combined hands, his belly and then dripped down my hand. I kept fucking into him until his dick stopped spurting. Brennan let out a hoarse shout at nearly the same time that my own orgasm ripped through me and I dug my hands into Memphis’s thighs, holding him in place while I emptied into the condom. I could feel the heat from Brennan’s release against my own flesh despite the latex separating us. I collapsed onto Memphis’s lower body and clutched his sides with my hands as my body continued to jerk and twitch with aftershocks. He whimpered every time it happened and his whole body rippled with pleasure. Several long seconds later, his eyes opened and met mine and he smiled. There were a million words in that smile, including the ones he still hadn’t been able to give voice to.
But I heard them anyway and it was enough.
More than enough.
Memphis turned his head to seek out Brennan’s mouth and as they kissed, I carefully leaned back and grabbed hold of the edge of the condom and pulled free of Memphis’s body. He moaned a little,but didn’t stop kissing Brennan. I gently pulled Brennan’s spent dick free too, then I massaged Memphis’s hole with the pads of my fingers until it closed up. I crawled up his body and sealed my mouth over his, then Brennan’s before lifting myself off of him and going to the bathroom. By the time I returned after disposing of the condom and getting a couple of warm washcloths, Brennan had removed his condom and tossed it in the garbage next to the bed and had rolled Memphis to his side. I took my time cleaning a sated Memphis up and then helped Brennan get him under the covers. Brennan and I pressed Memphis between us until there was literally no empty space and then I kissed him and told him I loved him. He nodded dreamily and then it finally happened.
And it was better than I could have ever hoped.
Because for the first time since the day the three of us had started on this journey, Memphis fell asleep and he stayed that way all night, cocooned between us.
Safe.
Wanted.
Ours.
Chapter 27
MEMPHIS
“I know that look,”I heard Mav say and I forced myself not to look up from my phone as I re-read the text.
Be home by five.
“What look?” I managed to get out even as my eyes honed in on one word.
