I couldn’t resist leaning across Tristan and kissing Brennan. My heart soared as, once again, he told me he loved me and then I turned my attention on Tristan and kissed him deeply. He kissed me back with fervor and as I lay down on top of him, I could feel his body thrumming with excitement. I kept up the kisses even as I heard foil tearing and the distinctive snick of the lube being opened. I lifted off of Tristan and took the condom Brennan was offering me, but when he tried to hand me the lube, I said, “Get our boy ready for us.”
Lust darkened Brennan’s eyes to an impossible shade of green and then he switched places with me so he was kneeling between Tristan’s spread legs. I lay down next to Tristan and used my arm to pull Tristan’s leg up and towards me, exposing him to Brennan. Icould tell Tristan’s nerves had returned because his hands were clenched into fists and his body was tight with tension. His erection had also begun to soften.
I kissed him to get his attention and then I said, “As excited as I am to get inside of you, I can’t wait to see you and him together,” I said as I motioned to Brennan with a tilt of my head. “When that does happen, I want you to hold on to his ass like you were earlier when he’s driving into you, okay?”
The visual image I’d planted seemed to help distract him because Tristan sucked in a breath and then nodded.
“Did you like how he felt beneath your hands? Did you wonder how tight he’d feel around your cock?”
“Yes,” Tristan breathed. I let my hand trail down to Tristan’s dick and stroked over it gently.
“He’s so hot and tight, Tristan. He’ll feel like he was made just for you.” I stole another kiss from him and added, “And me.”
Tristan’s eyes went wide and he nodded. His cock twitched in my hand as it began to respond and I glanced down to see that Brennan was ready. I saw the moment Tristan felt the cold lube against his hole because he jumped.
“Just bear down, baby,” I said against his mouth and I held it there. Tristan squeezed his eyes closed a moment later and I glanced down to see Brennan pushing his finger into Tristan’s body. My eyes connected with Brennan’s and he nodded. I could tell he was nervous about making this good for Tristan and I wanted to kiss him and tell him everything he was doing was perfect. But I needed to keep my attention on Tristan who was sucking in air like a dying man.
“It’ll feel good in a minute, okay?” I offered and Tristan nodded shakily. His eyes opened and met mine.
“I needed it like this,” he whispered. “Both of you like this. I love you so much, Memphis. I love you both so much.”
Pressure bloomed in my chest at his words and along with the pleasure they brought me, the fear was just as powerful. I wanted to believe him so fucking bad, but my mind kept telling me I’d heard the words before and they’d meant shit.
I shoved away the offending thought because my past had no place here.
Since I couldn’t say the words back, I kissed him. He gasped against my mouth and I had no doubt Brennan had started to move his finger. I kept up the gentle kisses along with the firm tugs on Tristan’s dick and by the time Brennan pushed a second finger inside, Tristan was moaning and driving his hips up to force his cock into my hand, mindless of the invasion going on in his ass. He barely noticed when Brennan and I switched places, but while Tristan’s nerves had seemed to dissipate, mine crashed over me in a tidal wave of fear and need.
I had to make this perfect for Tristan.
For Brennan.
For me.
Chapter 24
TRISTAN
I’d knownit would hurt. I wasn’t completely naïve, after all. And Brennan’s fingers were nowhere near the size of Memphis’s cock and they’d been more than a little uncomfortable as they’d been pushed inside of me…well, at least the first finger. In truth, I hadn’t noticed the second finger as much because I’d been riding the high of feeling Memphis’s rough palm circling my dick and his talented tongue dueling with mine. But no amount of effort on Brennan’s part could distract me from the pain that speared through me when Memphis’s thick flesh split me open. I had to believe it would get better because I’d been pressed up against Brennan’s body often enough as Memphis had fucked him to know there was pleasure to be had in the act at some point. I just needed to hold out until I got there.
“Just try to relax,” Brennan urged as he pushed my damp hair off my face. His arm was underneath my shoulders and his right hand was resting right over my heart which was pounding furiously in my chest. I did as he said and concentrated on relaxing my body and I felt Memphis slide in deeper. He let out a ragged curse and I shifted my eyes to him and took in the grim expression on his face,his clenched jaw, the sweat making his skin glisten. The fact that he was struggling to make sure this moment was perfect for me made it easier to relax even more and Memphis’s cock pushed farther inside of me. The pain eased and I tried to make sense of how full I felt. It was both strange and oddly comforting…and it wasn’t enough.
“Memphis,” I managed to get out and his eyes lifted to meet mine. He seemed to understand what I was going through because he leaned over me and kissed me.
“So fucking perfect, Tristan. You’re so fucking perfect.” He kissed me again and then he and Brennan kissed before he reared back and then slowly withdrew from me. As odd as the whole thing felt to me, I didn’t want him to leave my body and I instinctively clamped down on him.
“Fuck,” Memphis whispered and then he was gliding forward again. My ass burned as it tried to accommodate him shoving even farther inside of me. He held himself still for a moment before sliding out again. We continued the dance over and over until I felt his heavy balls pressed up against me. I shuddered as I realized we were as completely joined as we could ever be and I felt tears stinging my eyes. But even more than that, I felt the burn fade and a zinging sensation radiating out from where Memphis and I were connected. I expected it to ease since he wasn’t moving, but all it did was build. And then came the heat. A slow burn that began in my belly and then moved to my limbs.
“Oh God,” I cried out as the pleasure began to spike deep inside of me. “Memphis, please,” I begged, not knowing what I needed, but knowing it wasn’t enough to just feel him buried inside of me anymore. I reached out to grab Brennan’s hand at the same exact time that Memphis pulled back before sliding forward. My back bowed at the shock of pleasure that rolled through me.
“Brennan,” I cried out with fear when it happened again.
“Just feel it, Tristan,” he whispered in my ear as he clutched my hand. “Don’t be afraid of it.”
I forced my eyes to stay on Memphis even though I felt like I couldn’t take a deep enough breath. My skin felt like it was on fire and I could no longer stay still. The next time Memphis surged intome, I lifted my hips to meet his thrust. He cursed and shoved into me harder before pulling out and sliding in again. Every one of his glides fanned the flames, but it still wasn’t enough. It was like I was reaching for something in the darkness that I knew was there, but always just beyond my reach.
Memphis increased his thrusts and then leaned over me, his arms catching my legs and forcing my ass higher in the air. The change in angle had him going even deeper and I clawed at his back as he kissed me. I lost all common sense after that and begged and pleaded with him for more, though I wasn’t sure any of my words actually made sense. At least not until he began hammering into me, the friction of his cock sliding over my inner walls causing the shockwave of pleasure to mount until all I could do was hang on to him. He dropped his body to my chest and wrapped his arms around me as he whispered my name in my ear. I locked my legs around his lower body as best I could and dug my nails into his back so he wouldn’t try to pull away from me. I was terrified of how badly I needed to come, but couldn’t.
Blind to everything but the firestorm of need inside of me, all I could do was whisper the word “Please” over and over again as tears streamed unchecked down my face. All of a sudden, Memphis’s lips crashed down on mine and I felt his hips shift just a little and something inside of me snapped and I felt like I was being flung over the edge of a cliff. I screamed in relief against his mouth as I came, but unlike before when I’d orgasmed, this one didn’t have me crashing to earth – it just kept going on and on as Memphis throttled in and out of me. With every surge forward, I knew he was hitting my prostate because I’d be slammed with another fresh wave of pleasure. When I was sure my body couldn’t take any more, Memphis called my name and began jerking his hips frantically against mine. His body shuddered as he came and I could feel the heat of his release despite the latex separating us. My own orgasm finally crested and I hugged Memphis to me as tight as I could, riding the waves of pleasure as they spiked, fell and spiked again until they finally slowed.
