“Brennan,” Memphis whispered as he shook his head. The shame in his eyes was clear and I felt the need to both protect him and beg Brennan for forgiveness.
I watched as Brennan stood before Memphis and wound his fingers through Memphis’s hair. But there was no anger in his eyes as he studied his lover and then turned to look at me. I should have been embarrassed just lying there, sprawled and naked. But the open lust in Brennan’s gaze had me lying perfectly still.
Well, not perfectly because my cock kept twitching with excitement and pre-cum was leaking from my tip. I had no idea what possessed me to do it as both men stared down at me, their hunger clear, but I reached down and grabbed my cock with my uninjured hand and began stroking myself. Memphis sucked in a sharp breath and Brennan’s lips parted just slightly. But while Memphis seemed to be frozen in place, Brennan wasn’t. His eyes locked with mine even as his hand roamed down Memphis’s chest and didn’t stop until it was pressed against Memphis’s groin, the fabric of Memphis’s pants the only thing keeping them separated. Brennan began stroking Memphis’s cock to match the tugs I was giving my own dick and I felt heat flash inside of me at the erotic sight.
Brennan and I tormented Memphis for only a few moments before Brennan leaned down to undo Memphis’s pants. He pushed them and his underwear down far enough to expose Memphis’s thick, glistening length. I’d never actually seen a naked man before besides guys showering in the gym locker room at school and the occasional gay porn site I’d checked out, so I was completely entranced as I watched Brennan play with Memphis’s cock.Memphis still seemed locked in place, but he was anything but disengaged. His eyes were closed and his hands were fisted as Brennan caressed him. With his other hand, Brennan loosened the towel around his waist and then dropped it. I swallowed hard at the sight of his flushed cock which was longer than Memphis’s but not as thick. God, what would they each feel like inside of me?
Brennan used his right hand to play with Memphis and then he leaned down to me and kissed me softly. His left hand grabbed my elbow and he was gently pulling me upright until I was practically face to face with his and Memphis’s dicks. My mouth watered at the thought of what it would be like to taste their velvety soft flesh drawn tight over so much hardness.
“Hands only,” Brennan reminded me as he gave me a gentle kiss and then released his hold on me as well as Memphis. I nodded since I’d been thinking the same thing. Even though I knew the risk of transmitting HIV to either man by performing oral sex on them was minimal, until my viral load was undetectable again, we’d need to use condoms and I definitely wasn’t stopping this to go hunt some down.
Brennan dipped his head to kiss Memphis. I watched them in rapt fascination as they ate at each other’s mouths, each seeming to want to control the kiss. And then I turned my attention on their dicks. Even with my injured hand, I was able to explore them both at the same time, comparing how they felt, the sounds they made when I touched them, the way their eyes darkened with need when they separated long enough to watch me.
Brennan began kissing Memphis again as I began stroking Memphis’s dick and he quickly began to thrust into my fist, his pre-cum making things easier for me.
“Memphis,” Brennan whispered and I realized at some point Memphis had closed his eyes again. He flipped them open and focused them on Brennan who gave him another soft kiss. “How do you want your boys, baby?”
I nearly came at the seductive question and while the unknown frightened me a little, image after image of the three of us togetherpopped into my head and I let out a little whimper of need. Memphis looked down at me and then back at Brennan.
“I want to watch you with him while I fuck you,” Memphis growled as he climbed to his feet and kissed Brennan hard. His hands closed over Brennan’s ass as he dragged him forward into the kiss, their dicks mashed together. I was sure there was no way I was going to last as I watched them go at each other. They were just…God, I didn’t even have words for how perfect they looked together.
But I didn’t get to dwell on it because Memphis pulled me up and gave me the same bone-jarring kiss he’d laid on Brennan and then he was maneuvering me between their bodies. Brennan’s mouth closed over mine as two sets of hands stroked all over my body. My shirt had been taken off at some point, but I had no idea when or by whom and I really didn’t care. The feel of Memphis’s broad chest brushing my back while Brennan kissed me over and over was overwhelming in the best possible way.
“Are you okay with this?” Brennan murmured against my mouth.
I was more than okay, but I knew I had to be the voice of reason even as the passion between us began to spiral out of control the more we touched one another. “You…you guys can’t…you know,” I said awkwardly as Memphis and Brennan both eased back a little. “I don’t want to take the risk until this thing with my viral load is straightened out,” I managed to get out, hating to have to bring up such a cold, ugly topic in the midst of something that had been so incredibly beautiful. “Not even if you use condoms,” I added. “I mean, I want you to-” I stammered, but Brennan put his finger over my lip.
“Whatever you want, Tristan,” Brennan murmured and then he kissed me gently. I knew I was likely being overly cautious about not letting either man fuck me since the risk of passing the disease on was small with the use of condoms, but I suspected it was more of a mental hang-up than anything else. I half expected one or both men to call the whole thing off since my proclamation had seemingly ruined the spontaneity of the moment, but Brennan just grabbedmy hand in his and led me to the bedroom. And Memphis was right behind me.
My body shook with anticipation as Brennan led me to the bed. Even though neither man was going to be penetrating my body, I was still scared of the unknown. What if I did something wrong? What if we couldn’t get back that intensity we’d had in the living room? What if I ended up being left out because they’d been together so often?
“Tristan,” Brennan said gently as his fingers skimmed my face, my neck, my shoulders. “Just let this feel good,” he said softly.
I nodded and tried to search out Memphis because I needed this to be about him too. Although he’d followed us into the room, he hadn’t come to the bed with us. In fact, he was standing by the door. I couldn’t help but be turned on by the fact that he was still fully dressed despite his exposed cock while Brennan and I were both naked. Nor could I ignore his hungry eyes watching us and the fact that Brennan had somehow maneuvered us so that Memphis would have the perfect view of everything we did.
And then I lost track of everything except for the way Brennan was kissing me. I wrapped my arms around him as he took control of the kiss and moaned when his cock pressed against mine. His hands stroked up and down my back and then over my ass as he explored me. Every touch seemed to make the flames inside of me burn brighter and after a while it seemed like all I could do was cling to Brennan as he loved me. His kisses became hungrier and hungrier and I barely noticed that he’d turned us so my back was facing Memphis. But then his hands clutched the globes of my ass, spreading me open, presumably for Memphis’s benefit. To me, he whispered, “It’s going to feel so good when we get inside you, Tristan. Like you’re falling at first and then flying.” Brennan nipped at my ear before outlining the shell of it with his tongue. A violent shiver tore through me, though I wasn’t sure if it was his words that had done it or the erogenous zone he’d just discovered. Or the fact that I was on full display for Memphis and I was loving every second of it.
My need went through me like a flash fire and I draggedBrennan down for a kiss. Within a few seconds, I was being pushed down on the bed. I wrapped my legs around Brennan’s hips as he sank down on me and rubbed our cocks together. When his lips searched out my neck, I turned my head to find Memphis and saw him unbuttoning his shirt. His cock looked even larger than it had in the living room. His eyes connected with mine and he held my gaze as he moved towards the bed. I had a perfect view of him as he stepped behind Brennan. His palm curved over Brennan’s ass and I felt Brennan moan softly against my neck. Pre-cum was soaking my dick and I had no doubt it was a mix of both mine and Brennan’s.
Brennan kissed me again so I couldn’t watch what Memphis was doing, but based on the way Brennan was whimpering and groaning against me, I knew it had to feel really good. Brennan stopped kissing me only long enough to help me move closer to the middle of the King-sized bed. I tore my mouth from Brennan so I could watch Memphis. He was still standing by the edge of the bed, his cock now covered with a condom. He spread lube all over it and then wiped his hand on the bedspread. His pants were still on, as was his shirt, though it was unbuttoned. I got to watch as he stripped off the shirt and let it fall to the floor before he climbed on to the bed, his thick shaft bobbing slightly with the move. He settled behind Brennan and jerked his ass back, forcing Brennan to his hands and knees. The rough move seemed to turn Brennan on because he was panting heavily as he hung over me, his brow glistening with sweat. I let my hands roam over his sides, but I didn’t kiss him.
Because I didn’t want to miss any of his reactions.
I expected to see some flash of pain or discomfort as Memphis entered him, but all I saw, and heard, was blissful satisfaction. They both hung there, presumably so Brennan could adjust, and I just marveled at how in tune they were to each other’s needs. Would I get that someday? More importantly, would I get it with them?
I reached up to brush Brennan’s hair away from his face with one hand while my uninjured hand searched out his cock. I massaged him gently as Memphis settled over Brennan’s back. My eyes met Memphis’s and I was stunned to see how open they were.There was so much more than pleasure in his dark gaze. Memphis and Brennan kissed languidly as Memphis began to thrust gently into Brennan. Neither of them spoke and they didn’t have to. So much was being said in that room, on that bed, without the need for words. And I loved that I heard it all.
I kept up my firm tugs on Brennan’s cock as Memphis began to increase his pace, but it wasn’t until Memphis urged Brennan down flat against me that they both turned their attention on me. Their combined weight should have frightened me, but I barely noticed it as they took turns kissing me and someone’s hand, Memphis’s probably, based on the size, pushed my hand out of the way and wrapped around not only Brennan’s cock, but mine as well.
“Oh God,” I ground out as Memphis began working us over. The sound of skin slapping against skin was delicious and I loved the way Brennan’s body rocked against mine as Memphis fucked him. It was almost like he was fucking us both. And in a way, he really was.
Brennan was too caught up in what he was feeling to do anything but lay on top of me, his hands buried in my hair, his mouth pressed against my neck. His hot breath fanned over me with every grunt that fell from his lips. I knew I wasn’t doing much better, because I felt like all I was doing was trying to suck in enough oxygen to deal with the sensation of my orgasm growing and growing. Like the night before, the more the orgasm built within me without cresting, the more nervous and excited I got. I knew I would go over eventually, but the need was so clawing that it felt like nothing else but the need to come existed. Well, that and the two men I was joined with in that moment…
I kept my eyes on Memphis as he throttled in and out of Brennan. His left hand was flat on the bed next to my head so he could brace himself, but somehow he managed to link some of our fingers when I searched out his hand with mine. Even in the throes of passion, he was careful not to apply any pressure to my injured finger.
“So perfect,” Memphis muttered just before he leaned down and kissed me. His lips found Brennan’s next and then they wereback on mine. Somehow Brennan’s mouth was there too and as I shouted when my orgasm finally flung me over the edge, someone kissed me hard and swallowed the sound. I was too far gone to know who it was and I didn’t care either. I was still lost in my body’s climax when there was a muffled cry above me and then hot liquid coated my already wet stomach. My body jerked and thrashed as the release shattered every part of me, but with the weight of both men on me, there was little room for any actual movement. A third shout rattled through the air and I heard Brennan groan in my ear as his body slid over me, his half hard dick brushing mine. I opened my eyes in time to see Memphis’s corded muscles flexing as he drove into Brennan over and over, riding out his orgasm until he finally sank all his weight down on top of both of us.
The relief was exquisite. The perfection of the moment was incomparable to anything else I’d ever felt before. And any of the lingering doubts I had about the plans I’d been making throughout the night as I’d laid in Memphis’s arms disintegrated.
