Seth nodded and kissed me. “I don’t ever want to hurt you, Ronan.”
“Not possible,” I whispered. “You’ve been touching me from the moment I showed up at your house. Every word, every look, every kiss, smile…all of it. You were putting me back together long before I even realized it.”
Seth’s smile had something inside of me splitting open and flooding warmth to all my limbs. “I love you, Seth. You’re my everything.”
I saw Seth’s eyes go bright with unshed tears and then he was wrapping his arms around my neck.
“I love you, Ronan.”
Even though he’d said it before, I still felt a rush go through me. I suspected that would be the case every time he said the words to me. And if I had my way, I would have a whole lifetime to prove my theory.
Chapter 26
Seth
My heart feltlike it was going to pound right out of my chest as Ronan kissed me. Ronan loved me. I couldn’t believe it was real and I was certain I would wake up at any moment and find myself back in my own bed trying to envision a future without him.
But if it was a dream, it was the best kind because I could finally feel Ronan’s skin beneath my hands. I was still sitting on his lap and though I was wearing sweats, Ronan was deliciously naked and I took advantage of my newfound freedom and skimmed my hands across his shoulders and down his back. His muscles flexed and rippled beneath my seeking fingers and his skin felt almost unbearably hot. Ronan’s own hands were busy stroking all over me, and I couldn’t contain my moan of pleasure when his hands slipped inside my pants and curved around my ass. I could feel his erection pressing against me as his tongue relentlessly explored my mouth.
Ronan used his grip on my ass to begin dragging me over his rigid cock and I stopped my own caressing of his body to absorb the shock of pleasure that coursed through me as our dicks rubbed against each other. And then in one swift move, Ronan lifted me and turned us so I was on my back beneath him. I let my hands trail down his sides as he tore his mouth from mine and began kissing hisway down my body. But as much as I was enjoying what he was doing to me, it wasn’t enough and I gently tugged Ronan’s mouth back up to mine and gave him a quick kiss before saying, “I need to touch you.”
A tremor of self-doubt went through me as he studied me and a terrible fear that I’d pushed him too hard assailed me. But before I could take back the words, he was rolling us so I was sprawled across his chest. His hands were on my upper arms, pressing little circles into my skin as his hungry eyes settled on mine. There was no fear or revulsion there, no need to escape or hide. All I saw was proof of the words he’d said to me.
I love you, Seth. You’re my everything.
I leaned down to kiss him and this time it was slow and sweet. I took my time tasting him before placing soft kisses all over his face and jaw. I reveled in his musky flavor as I licked the corded muscles of his neck before making my way lower. My hands explored every part of him and when I got to his chest, I smiled at the feel of his chest hair beneath my fingers.
“What?” Ronan asked with a smile.
“It’s been driving me crazy for weeks,” I said as I nuzzled the spot between his nipples before looking up at him.
“What has?”
“Wondering if it would be as soft as it looked.” I ran my fingers through the hair and said, “I’m not as well-endowed as you.”
Ronan smiled and tugged me up for another kiss. “I think you’re perfectly endowed.”
I laughed and sat up so I was straddling him once again. I let my hands roam down his arms, beneath his armpits and down his sides before sliding them back up his chest. I ignored the rigid scars that met my seeking fingers. I would have plenty of time later to start to deal with the terrible things that had been done to Ronan and my brother.
“Shit,” Ronan moaned when I tweaked one of his nipples. I did it again and then leaned down to taste it with my tongue. The man was undeniably sensitive there because as soon as I latched onto the turgid flesh with my teeth, he bucked up beneath me and put hishand on the back of my head. I gave his other nipple the same attention before scooting down his body so I could take in the rest of him. I’d felt his six-pack against me on more than one occasion, but there was nothing better than testing the firm, curved muscles with my fingers and then my hands. But I didn’t linger because there’d been another part of him that I’d been wanting to explore for a very long time. I glanced up to see Ronan watching me intently. His hands had maintained some kind of connection with me the whole time I’d been exploring him. Right now, they were resting on my thighs.
I knew what to expect when I touched Ronan’s stiff flesh, but I hadn’t had a chance to watch him when I’d touched him there before, so that’s what I did as I tightened my grip on him and began dragging up and down his length. Ronan kept up the eye contact, but his lips parted and I could feel his muscular thighs twitching beneath me. I used my thumb to trace the flared head and gently pressed into his slit. I was rewarded with a sharp, indrawn breath and then a bead of fluid welled up the second I removed my finger. I grabbed it with my thumb and more instantly appeared. The more I stroked Ronan’s dick, the more fluid began to leak from the head and I used it to lubricate my up and down motions. I increased the tempo as my other hand skimmed over his lightly furred balls. They were heavy in my hand as I rolled them back and forth. Ronan’s breath had continued to tick up as I touched him, but when my finger brushed the soft patch of skin behind his balls, he let out a ragged moan. I did it again just to hear the proof of his pleasure and then I moved my hand to rest on his abdomen as I finally did what I’d been aching to do for so long.
I leaned down and tasted him.
His reaction was instantaneous. I’d only given him a single lick from base to tip, but Ronan thrust against me so hard that I was sure I’d lose my grip on him. Instinct had me wrapping my hand around his base before lowering my mouth to his crown and letting my tongue explore the taste of the fluid that was now glistening all over his flushed skin. I chanced a look up and saw that Ronan had levered up on his elbows so he could watch me. His eyes met mineand a fierce rush of power went through me.I’dput that look of pure need in his dusky gray eyes. I held his gaze as I closed my mouth around just the top of him. The lust in his eyes became almost feral, but he didn’t reach for me and he didn’t try to jam his dick down my throat like I thought he might. He just held there and watched me with open hunger as I worked more of him into my mouth.
I loved both the taste and feel of his smooth skin, but when my eagerness got the best of me and I took him too far down my throat, my gag reflex kicked in to remind me I had a lot to learn. But from the ragged grunts spilling from Ronan’s lips, I knew my inexperience didn’t bother him in the least. I switched over from exploration to pleasuring and began sucking on Ronan as hard as I could. I heard a muffled curse and I nearly smiled as Ronan finally began thrusting into my mouth. I had a tight enough hold on his base to keep him from ramming down my throat which was a good thing because I could tell Ronan was becoming more and more desperate as he fucked into me. My hope was to make him come in my mouth, but Ronan clearly had other ideas because his fingers wrapped around my arms and he jerked me up to his mouth for a scorching kiss.
“Now,” was all he said as he wrapped an arm around my waist and sat up. I expected him to roll me beneath him, but he didn’t. He just reached for the nightstand drawer and pulled out a small bottle of lube. I kissed and sucked every part of Ronan I could reach as he opened the bottle and slicked up his finger, but when he reached around me and sought out my hole, I nearly came on the spot. I knew I’d done a more than adequate job of turning Ronan on with my first blowjob because his finger pressed into me without any kind of finesse. It left my body only briefly for more lube and then it was plunging all the way inside of me.
“Yes,” I whispered raggedly as Ronan massaged my prostate. But it was over too soon and within seconds, Ronan’s thick cock was breaching me. The new position meant I had to bear down on him and I nearly bit into my lip as his crown held me open. The burn bordered on painful, but I loved it. I leaned down to slash my lips over Ronan’s.
“Someday I want to see it,” I said with a groan as another inch filled me.
“See what?” Ronan asked, his voice tight.
“The moment you take me,” I said against his mouth. “It’ll be just like this but there will be a mirror behind me that I can look into while I watch you fill me.”
