“Dick?”Lia offered as she pushed a hushpuppy into her mouth and smiled.
Bella giggled, and Kensy shook her head, laughing.
“Yes.Why won’t they give it to me?”
I knew that I sounded desperate and needy, but I didn’t care.I fully blamed Asher and Enzo for this mess they’d created.It was their fault for being all sexy and flirty and making me think they’d actually give me what I wanted.
“Maybe you need to be more vocal and tell them—” Bella started before Kensy lifted her hand and shook her head.
“Stop wanting it,” Kensy said, making all of us stop talking as we stared at her.
“Umm...yeah, no, I actuallywantit so—”
“I know.But they’re going to continue treading lightly because they think you’re pushing yourself into something you might not be ready for.If you stop letting them know that you want it, they’ll stop worrying about it.”
“What if they decide they don’t want me anymore and go find someone else who will have sex with them?”I asked, worry heavy in my voice.
“They won’t.”
“But how do you know that?”I chewed the inside of my cheek as we all waited for Kensy to continue.
“Let’s just say that I know a thing or two about wanting something you’re not supposed to.Trust me, it’s hotter if it feels like somethingforbidden.”
“Eww,” Lia said.“Are you talking about having sex with my brother again?”
Kensy shook her head and rolled her eyes.
“Please.If I have to hear about you and Dr.Dickhead, you can pretend I’m not talking about fucking your brother,” Kensy replied to Lia before sticking her tongue out at her.
I leaned back in my chair and laughed, wondering if Kensy was right.Maybe I had been putting in so much effort to get them to have sex with me that it sent the wrong message.I didn’t want to come across as desperate for them to have sex with me, nor did I want them to think that I was just using them to get past this wholegood girlimage I hated of myself.I wanted to have sex with them because after knowing how good they were with their hands and mouths, I couldn’t help but wonder what they could do with their penises.If I had been missing out on the good stuff before with other partners, I knew I had definitely been missing out on good sex as well.
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After I got home fromwork, I took a quick shower and threw on a pair of comfy shorts and a tank top.I tossed my hair into a knot on my head, thankful that the summer heat would be coming to an end soon enough.I debated putting a bra on, but decided that, given they’d already seen, touched, and sucked my breasts a handful of times as it was, I didn’t need to worry about covering up for them.With the amount of humidity and heat that lingered in the air, I wasn’t going to be uncomfortable if I didn’t have to.
I walked into the kitchen, noticing that neither Asher nor Enzo was around when I got home.I pulled my cell phone out and checked, but didn’t have any missed calls or text messages.I was going to start dinner, but didn’t want to cook too much if they weren’t there and had other plans.
My stomach tightened at the thought that they might have other plans, mainly because in the few months that I had been staying with them, they’d always been home.I’d gotten so accustomed to them being there all the time that not having them there made me feel off.
I wandered down the hallway, stopping at Enzo’s door and knocking as I heard soft music coming from the other side.Since his bedroom was at the furthest end of the hallway, I hadn’t heard it when I’d taken my shower.They also kept their doors closed most of the time, so it wasn’t a tell of whether he was in there or not.
I lifted my hand and knocked on the door, waiting for him to answer.A few seconds passed before I knocked again, the door slowly pushing open as if it hadn’t been fully closed.Enzo sat on the bed, fully naked, with his cock in his hand as he gripped it tighter.He didn’t stroke it, but just held onto it with a strained look on his face like he was tryingnotto come.
My eyebrows lifted, but I couldn’t find my voice to announce I was there because I was so caught up in staring at him.His phone was propped up in a holder across from him with a ring light behind it, which meant he was actively recording.
His eyes opened and widened when he saw me standing there.He looked from the phone to me and then back to the phone.
“Sorry,” I mouthed, not wanting to speak and ruin his video, especially if he was live.
“Don’t be,” he said as a grin spread across his cheeks.“Friends, we have a special guest joining us today.”
My heart dropped in my chest as heat prickled my skin.He was live and was now staring at me with such a heated gaze that I knew exactly what he was thinking.
“I know I usually take the lead and show you guys how I like to get myself off, but today we’re going to do something different.”
I swallowed hard, trying to stop the thundering roll of my heart beating in my ears.I shook my head, but his mischievous grin taunted me.
“If you’re going to watch the show, you might as well be in it,” he replied, voice low and seductive.His eyes cut from me to his phone as he leaned in to read some of the responses popping up in the chat box.
