Page 166 of The Mother Faulker


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“What happened to them?” I ask.

Her eyes return to mine. “They did what they could.”

The simplicity of the sentence makes it land harder than anything dramatic would.

“The land was large,” she says. “There were places to hide people. Old barns. Root cellars. Rooms that had been built long before my grandfather’s time.” She pauses. “If anyone had known what they were doing,” she says quietly, “none of them would have survived.” A chill runs along my spine. “Not my brother. Not the workers who helped. Not the families they hid.”

I think about the property records I’d seen weeks ago while tracing something completely unrelated. The way the acreage spread farther than I expected, parcels connected in quiet ways that didn’t make much sense on paper.

“And after the war?” I ask softly.

She exhales slowly.

“After the war,” she says, “Germany did not know what to do with itself.” Her gaze drops briefly to the table. “To the outside world, our family is Christian.”

Something about the phrasing makes my pulse jump. “To the outside world,” I repeat.

She nods once. “My mother was born Jewish.”

The sentence is delivered as calmly as everything else she’s said today, but it lands like a stone dropped into still water, and like everything I found was verified.

“Our grandmother before her as well,” she continues. “The name changed when it became necessary. The faith did not.”

I feel my mind scrambling to catch up with what she’s saying.

“They raised us quietly,” she says. “Quiet belief. Quiet observance. Quiet charity.”

Her mouth curves faintly. “Quiet survival.”

“People would have killed them,” I say before I can stop myself.

“Yes.” No hesitation or softening. “They would have.” She leans back slightly in the chair. “After the war, many families like ours became Lutheran.”

I frown slightly. “Why?”

“Because it was simple,” she says. “Recognizable. Safe.”

Her fingers brush lightly against the table. “The faith we were raised in was not something people spoke about openly anymore.”

“Because of what had happened,” I say.

“Because people did not want to remember how easily neighbors become enemies,” she replies. She studies me for a moment. “And because many people still believe things about Jews that make them uncomfortable when they learn the truth.”

The quiet certainty in her voice makes it clear this isn’t a theory. Even now. Even decades later.

“They shunned it,” she says. “The history. The belief. The identity.” She lifts one shoulder slightly. “So, we lived quietly.”

“And Elias?” I ask.

Her eyes soften in a way they haven’t since she arrived.

“He believed that if the world ever became dangerous again,” she says, “someone would need to remember who they were.”

The sentence settles deep inside me.

“He believed land meant responsibility,” she continues. “That if you had space, you used it.”

I think about the size of the estate. The way she described barns and cellars and hidden rooms like they were simply part of the landscape.